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I feel like I am being persecuted like f’ery McCluckery. This is making me feel fantastic. Idk why it make me feel so good, I’m just glad that it does.

I am glad that I am being squeezed out of this town, I feel.

London here w go. Elephant Park. It is what I have wanted for like a year. I am overjoyed that it is happening.

I so want to go tomorrow. I need it so bad; it is suddenly meaning so much to me, more than ever. I must honour that by showing my respect for the place and how it has changed my life by showing up.

Showing up; that is how anyone gets anywhere in life. It’s the bravery to keep going. I have very little to do now for this offer. Ima work on this this morning. I’m super excited.

Feeling the joy at the persecution makes me feel so happy. I love it, ngl. It brings out of me that this energy that is just so dope af.

Omg this vibes like crazy.

The weather has changed; it’s winter now I feel. The vibes of riding through the leaves are rly there.

I feel that J’s commandments tell the truth. I love J so much.

I w thinking; maybe I should put myself on insta when I get things working out. Then I thought, well why. People never showed an interest in me when I w not making any money.

Ik that they w flock to my account when my life is up there. I’m not okay w this. Up till now they didn’t want to k. I don’t want to do it.

All I rly want to share is how J’s commandments just made my life and me so much better. I love doing this.

I rly believe in myself. I love the fact that I feel gaslit at every turn. I 👏 make 👏 my own choices. Ima do the hell whatever I want. I feel that people are super insecure and that is why they try to manipulate other people.

I suppose it gives them a sense of value.

Personally I found that feeling guilty w the best thing that happened to me; feeling like I had done something w. It w then that my energy came back to me in full.

I w recommend this to anyone; to feel like I have not been the best person. Boom; I w there in reality.

I w thinking about popularity. It is something that I don’t want.

So long as I am happy w who I am I have enough. It is what I think of me that matters.

To Liking Myself

Kirsty