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I have told the squatters to move on. I actually got a good nights sleep last night.

When I w down Elephant Park yesterday, I c feel the stress in my body, I w literally doubled over w it.

I am feeling the joy at what I have done.

There are just a few things that need to be done for the business. I need to finish the email automation, apply for the offer, and write a new ad, one that I use the free £400 coupon I have.

Then we are good to go, we are getting the hell out of this town.

I just feel that it is not right for squatters to just be able to take over a building. I feel it shows a lack of empathy in all the residents.

I look at the apartments, and they seem a little dank, tho not as dank as most of the houses I see on the way down there.

I saw another tennis player. As I saw Andy Murray I feel, I wonder if she w like super good at what she does, and has a lof of self esteem, and plays at a high level. I feel that that is fact actually.

I feel gaslit by the squatters into feeling like I don’t have the right to live here and that I don’t have the right to live.

I feel this speaks to their self esteem. I feel they literally don’t feel like they have the right to live. I feel that this lack of self esteem and shame makes them extremely dangerous. I deem them to be animals.

I have had dealings with homeless people before. I can testify to that they are violent; and they w steal anything of value, especially my iPhone. I have had several taken.

Lucking by of this interaction Ik them. Ik w they are capable of and feel that they won’t hesitate to take my flat from me.

I also k that they have this technique called the key, where they take something of insignificant value, and then ask for more and more until they own the person, I feel.

Plus my mom w extremely ruthless having ASPD, I feel. This is the one thing she taught me. Ima drop the hammer so hard their head w spin.

Tbh I already have.

Yes the joy of punishing them, so sweet. And the exquisite pleasure of respecting myself, Oh it feels so divine.

People talk a lot of sh. I just don’t listen. The sh that comes out of their mouths all night when I can’t sleep. I feel they are vermin. I feel they are playing psychological games to take my flat off me.

Ima not take any chances.

I had to be brave. Eventually I had to just face them. I get the glory of this. The glory is simply maintaining my quality of life. Honestly I am so sound, look w I have done for myself, I got me like f.

This feels utterly amazing, also I feel like they have gotten what they deserve, also this country has gotten too left wing and is in extremism and dek about this, I feel.

We are in the sixties tho no one k about this. Look at the drug use. When the seventies arrive, all this w be shut down, I kid you not; bc if it isn’t we are finished.

Ima tell you from first hand experience living in the worst town for a heroin problem in the UK I feel. If we don’t get ontop of this and soon, we are done I feel. They literally nearly had my flat off me.

Again it feels good, standing up for myself.

When people treat me like sh, when I am out and about; and I just allow myself to enjoy it, I get this energy that is just next level. That is what I used to harness to beat these rats, I feel.

They did it to me and felt it, and now Ima use it to do it them.

I just love all this, this is the only way. I hear them talking their sh even rn. They daren’t say it very loud after what I said yesterday, tho I feel they are just looking for another way to get the thin edge of the wedge in so that they can set about taking over.

I feel I see the danger bc of the dealings I have had w these people. I helped them. I feel that didn’t work for me. Tbh I feel that they are not worthy.

I also dk why people give them so much money. Why do they get their housing money so that they can spend it on drugs. Don’t we k that this money goes straight to Afganistan to fund terror, that’s 1Bn a year according to the information I got from this great guy who comes from Africa, just from the UK.

One word, they👏 don’t 👏 deserve it, I feel

History has proven me right like I say, or w w be going to war again just like the seventies, is that w w want or we a just deal w the problem w|o the major loss off of life.

Do we have to kill millions of people in another country to psychologically allow us the strength to deal w the sh at home. We don’t want to kill our own. I feel we should; just allow them to die.

To Allowing People To Destroy Themselves

Kirsty