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The squatters are gone. I asked the housing association, Please may you move them on.

This has helped me so much tho I rly choose to be confident w the neighbours, and not worry about things.

Life is weird. Confidence means so much. I realise that confidence is my right. I am not having any kinda negative affect on anyone for being confident.

This is such good news. Bc all it takes rly is confidence; and confidence is all that is needed.

I feel myself becoming more of a child as well. I can’t help it.

I w on my way home yesterday and it just happened again. There were these two schoolgirls; and I w like oh no, oh no; and then as I walked past them I w like phew.

This is rly happening to me. I accept that w all my being.

When I am confident I no longer need to judge. It is just not required anymore, so I let it go. This w cool bc I never like judging anyway. I w so happy about this.

Judging, or not judging is like something that feels so good. It is nice to be cool w everyone. It feels like the best feeling in the world.

I never k how this w feel, or how profound this w be. Tho Ima just keep it low key, yk.

This also means that I don’t have to think so that I may be more of a child. This is my goal. I love watching Barbie, I especially like the bit w the dog when it cuts, woof.

I w never go back to… not feeling everything reality. Like this is life or death. I choose life.

Ngl, making this change has been super scary and super hard. Idk why this is, I suppose confidence shouldn’t be for free.

I feel like Ima battling some super forces, forging my path.

It’s not nice to hold that women and men are the same. There is resistance. Idk whether this comes from w|i or externally, probably both.

I feel like Wednesday Adams tho in my real life. Things are so f up or wac or whatever you wanna call it; to the extreme.

I just wanna have Barbie and Mermaiz Mermaids, and mermaid magic; Ima fight for this, bc I am fighting for myself.

I have the right to be here. Well I’m here aren’t I, bopping around, may as well keep bopping.

I get why J’s commandments are hard. Ngl, it’s been a real challenge. Tho like I say me is worth fighting for.

Things are getting a little hot. This is bc of me standing up for myself, and also that n’as be a little stressed rn.

I w f up like f’ery McCluckery over this whole deal, the homeless people. I feel that n’as quaked at losing their autonomy. It w hard for all of us.

We never liked being forced to accept someone we didn’t want. Nobody likes being told w to do, especially me. I feel like n’as be trying to take away my right to feel. That’s why Ima fight for it.

I feel like it’s time to move on. Things are getting hot. Things are moving quickly. The fastest way Ima move on is by not worrying and judging and relying on my confidence.

I just want moster high. Monster monster high, monster monster high ighhh, zhe.

I feel that if when I hold my confidence, that w allow me to be more of a kid.

I w able to tell everyone that the reason I’m gorgeous is bc I have followed G’s commandments for four years. This felt so good, I wanted them to k. The whole time I have wanted them to k.

Tho Ima move on.

I just feel that better sh w come from me following this.

Idk what I want, I just want me; and the business, my own sh. I have the right to my own sh. That’s why confidence is important, I matter.

Life is a battle.

A lot has come to me in a short space of time, causing difficulty.

Ik how it feels to be young now. Ima stay this way. Ima put my bag down.

Hard to navigate for sure, ngl.

Idrk What Else To Say

Kirsty