I w thinking of persecution while writing for my other blog just now mygod.blog.
I w wondering about the AlphaKetoGlutarate that I took. It is one of the anti aging ingredients in one of the anti ageing pill prototypes.
Maybe it stimulates the three genes that cause people to get younger. It does actually turn genes on.
I w thinking maybe bc I took it for ten months and then stopped, my anti ageing genes w be turned on and I w go back to youth.
The reason I am saying this is bc this seems to be exactly w is happening. I look at my face and I look so young; when I used to look so old. My hair is now colour again when before it w grey.
It’s more than that; it’s how I feel inside. I just feel young.
That’s why I stopped taking the AlphaKetoGlutarate, bc I w feeling so young I felt it had done it’s job.
It took kinda a year tho for me to kinda get younger; to look younger and feel younger.
I’m watching programs for younger people; Project MC squared, and all kinds of stuff. Idk whether it’s the Calcium AlphaKetoGlutarate or if it’s the following J’s commandments; tho something has made me younger.
The curcumin c also be a factor.
I Feel this is w has led to the persecution; that and the fact that people here, Ima be real w you, seem a bit demented; all of them.
This is the thing that hit me; that it’s all of them bar pretty much none, that they all have like this dementia. That’s why I feel that there is a culture of pathological narcissism here, bc they’re all kinda wac.
So these things add to me feeling singled out; like f. I don’t wanna go there bc I don’t wanna judge them.
It’s hard being the only one who is sane in the whole town pretty much. It feels super lonely and Idk how the hell I w find any friends here.
I tried that and I felt in physical danger to sexual attack. It’s actually super duper disturbing.
That’s a big thing for me that should I get a job how the hell Ima feel safe from sexual manipulation.
There’s this thing that people do here. When they can’t handle someone they just rip them up. I’m scared of being ripped the light out of me, being raped and be so traumatised that I never get my light back, never feel my feelings again.
It’s super scary and I just wanna get the f out of here.
To Protecting My Light
Kirsty
Miss K 