Hey

I have become completely comfortable with spending all of my time on my own. I just sit there; and just feel my feelings.

I w scared that I w go crazy; tho the opposite has happened, I feel good.

I feel that the main reason for this is that I have cut down on nicotine. I kept feeling like Ima die.

I felt that I w going totally out of my head, and then I spoke to someone and I w okay. I felt that having contact w people w the answer tho from being alone and just sitting w my feelings Ik that this is not the truth.

The business is practically ready to go. I just have to titivate the webpage; and just apply for the affiliate offer and just run my ads; wait for the money to come in, w unfortunately w take about a month.

I had to send my laptop back bc it w not fit for purpose, so I hope that I w be able to do everything w|o it. I have used most of the software before so this should be okay. I just don’t k whether I w be able to move some text around on my website that is merging w other text.

I ordered a mouse so that I w be able to do this.

I just want to hit that offer and move the hell out of here. My place is a mess and I just want to move somewhere else and start afresh.

I feel that when I am in my new place I w be able to keep it tidy no problem.

I rly want to move to Elephant Park in London. I feel that if I moved there I w definitely be able to keep the place neat.

This is super important to me and may be the deciding factor; and the fact that I have not investigated anywhere else to go so rly am stuck for a place.

The apartments are super nice and w feel like a proper home. I should get furnished, bc that w be the best, tho it costs a hell of a lot more.

I’m struggling w feelings of feeling like a traitor. I mean I c get a house here, maybe I should investigate that. I just feel that it’s gonna be uber pricy.

Orton Wistow is rly nice. It’s close to Ferry Meadows as well. Ima get on my scooter and bomb into town, Idk. It should take like twenty minutes w is not too bad.

If I cut through Ferry Meadows I may be able to get to Bretton Sainsbury’s.

Bretton is another nice place to live; it just doesn’t have any nice flats is all.

Tbh the vibe in this town is not something I can get w. It just feels dead.

I w in St Ives and it just felt alive there and the homes felt like homes, like being there w have felt so nice. It w actually be a super nice place to go. It’s just Cambridge is the probem.

I don’t like being on the busses into Cambridge; I feel scared that someone w take advantage of me sexually. I feel people try to rip me on the bus so that they can do this. I don’t rly want to live there for this reason.

The town tho is nice, once I get there. I love it.

Here’s To Nicer Problems To Have

Kirsty