Hey

I’m up at five thirty am on Sunday. I have had two sundays this week. I refuse to work over the weekend; tho I did order a tablet yesterday, w w super stressful.

I’m putting off forcing https till monday.

I have all the tools I need to create websites and do the email marketing for them; and run ads.

It’s all there. Ik how to work the software.

That’s pretty much it; in business or my business; k ing how to work the software and k how to do the things I need to do.

That is where getting the sh kicked out of me comes from, it’s learning how to use these softwares.

I feel that all geeks are pathological narcissists. The lack of empathy in most software proves it for me.

It’s a mixed time for me. I am so short of money, and at the same time having the potential to earn like obseen amounts.

I am empoverished; and yet I feel like a kook.

It proves that self esteem is just an energy. It’s like that song filthy rich. Self esteem is not something that the rich like are able to take from anyone.

And I tell you something else. I rode past a kook area; and I saw that all of them ageing kooks are miserable.

It’s right about w the Bible says about the rich; w is that the tarnish on their gold w testify against them.

The holy spirit lives forever, whereas the riches are left behind when the person dies.

I saw it all and I w glad that I chose self esteem over riches.

I w so lucky to have ripped my skin off on a fence. It allowed me to go to hostpital, mix w people, and learn that London is all about trying to be rich.

I thought that I c mix w them, and stay untarnished by their greed. This w a foolish idea.

I now want to live in a small village near Cambridge… And mix w people who are after intellectual excellence, not greed.

That is the kinda networking Ima do.

I sent an email to Arm literally spelling out how to manufacture a graphine computer chip. They marked it as spam.

I need these mind n’as on my team. I need help. The sh I require to do asks for the very brightest minds.

The only reason those Arm n’as rejected my idea is that my intelligence is on another level to theirs.

To Being Taken Seriously

Kirsty