Hey

I am have judged; and I have been judged. I must no longer judge.

Should I judge; I w be no longer able to enjoy my favourite programs like I Woke Up A Vampire

It w all be gone, everything that I enjoy.

It rly is all I have; left; in a world where I just don’t want to f.

It is the right path. I Woke Up A Vampire w super dope.

Ik they w judge me, and Ik that w make me judge them, as evil; w is okay, bc everyone is in actual fact evil.

I had monumental abuse today, as for the last week. It w have killed anyone else.

I’ve pretty much laughed in the face of it. Maybe they’ll get bored and move on.

Is it a thing, someone who is just so unfazable that there is no getting narcissistic supply out of them; n’a w’a find out, sh man, this sh just gets crazier by the minute.

Ik I’m risking death; I’m not stupid. The human body… Only can handle so much stress.

I w w my psychiatrist and this other guy. I w telling them how comment comment comment bop bop boppity boppity boppity bop, and someone is in their grave.

It’s a shame people dk how this works or they might cut it the f out. Naive little children projecting that exactly that onto me.

They say psychological development stops and has stopped in pathological narcissitst at a very early age.

Idk what to do tho Ima not worry. As I am not judging I may as well not do that either.

I do have the option of moving out. They rly are that toxic. People who don’t k right from w are just gaslighting the empathy and the humanity the f out of me. This whole town; it feels like it’s lost it’s f mind. I don’t want to lose mine w it.

To Not Judging

Kirsty