I have noticed that w connection a little goes a long way.
People tend to smother each other.
I feel I w phone my mom when that energy needs fostering. When it is super low and needs to be improved.
And at no other time.
I must find people who improve my self esteem, people rly high in it like I am. I must seek them out. I must go to a voluntary job and hope that some of the people there have this quality.
I have to become w I w to attact, and I have. Now I have to go out there and just receive what is mine.
This feel amazing; to be ready for someone very high in self esteem to come into my life. Someone who makes me feel attractive, someone who makes me feel super dope, super worthy.
I already feel this way, I just need a connection that just allows me to feel the natural feelings of self esteem that I have w|i.
I rly do feel so much better for speaking to my mom tho the feels I want simply are not there.
They came from my brothers and sisters, not from her.
If I want to feel that Christmas feeling that I had as child I must get a job and seek out people who we together have that energy.
Ik that energy comes from w|i it is not like sucked out of other people or something. If I feel that I have to suck it out of other people then, they are making me feel that I don’t have the feelings inside.
Feelings come from the mind. They come from my mind. How my mind produce feelings by feeling feelings in other peoples’ minds. No my mind actually creates the feeling w|i itself.
It’s all w|i. The only thing rly that comes externally is people destroying that energy; w is the complete opposite of people giving it to me.
To K Ing How To Increase Self Esteem
Kirsty
