Hey

So I stopped taking my anxiety medication. it w making me more anxious, the irony kills me.

I need to find voluntary work. Ima try in the library.

So the thing w the anxiety medication is that peoples’; behaviour w rip me open several times a day. No beuno.

It means tho that I need more medication, more of my antipsychotic.

I have found out that I w need to use my ad account I w gonna close.

All my other accounts have no ID. I also need to get my licence; so that I have ID when they ask for it, as i’m sure they w.

This means that I have to take it off a Smart Campaign and onto a Search Campaign, w may be hard and involve a lot of stress. G I hate fw computers, they’re a rip and a half.

I must just live my day, do my shopping, take my medication. Spend as little as Sainsbury’s as possible.

I want to have lots of money left over at the end of the month.

I must apply for my licence on Mon and also do my tax. I need to do it before Jan.

I had this fear that I w get locked out of all my accounts and not be able to prove my taxes.

Feeling Energy

I feel super positive that the business w make money; I feel that I do affiliate marketing better than my coach. Tho it w slow me down bc of the above things I said.

There is always something in business to be put out.

My self esteem is good. I feel my feelings. I have the mindset to knock this out of the park. The crux is that no one is better than me.

I want to make friends. Idk how hard this w be. When I have a ton of money it should be easier, tho harder still bc I don’t want people who only want me bc I am wealthy.

I w rather find them now when I have nothing, so that Ik they are dope. If they accept me now then that is okay.

Tho I feel tho that the whole town is pathologically narcissistic, so I don’t like my chances.

This is when status is always what attracts one person to another. I have nothing to show so I w get no one.

I need people who feel like family, who respect my energy and my self esteem. I need to be who I want to attract, tho I am and I just need someone to come forth.

To Having Value

Kirsty