Hey

I wanted to add a little bit more; w~o judging; that my thoughts w be clearer w~o the judgement, and I may come up w some good content

So I thought about freelancing web design.

I wanted to get into co working space. I needed to pay for this. I landed on web design.

I have a skill for creating AI webpages, for selling.

I ran into a problem w w how to keep my numbers down of people checking out on my website; I w be spending all my time refunding people their money bc I don’ t have time to do more than one webpage a week.

I tidied up a little this morning. I picked some wired and chargers off of the floor.

Keeping my place tidy is making me feel so happy. It is giving me that vibe of a successful person; Idk how it’s not like I make money doing it, tho it does.

Maybe the truth is rly that Ima only be successful if I keep the place tidy.

I toughed on this yesterday. I keep feeling like Ima die and I feel that it is the mess in here that is adding to that feeling.

Honestly, it feels so sublime to have it tidy.

The mess w making me overthink the whole of the time w w super unpleasant, now I am just chill and vibe.

I want to not spend money I don’t have also. I want to live w~i my means. This is another part of living this way; it’s just trying to make a success of my life.

I only have the resources I have. I only have the flat that I have. W only one place to live I’d better look after it.

For so long I said that I w just move out and start afresh; tho this never happened, due to the nature of business there are always fires that need putting out, and more that needs doing to make something work; then more then more and so on.

It has shown me that it is possible to work my way up. Starting at a tidy place and getting everything in my life right and just doing life right.

This is how N’as do it on insta. They just do well at life and everyone takes note.

People also do it on Tumblr.

I am just trying to live my life the best I can, just trying to do my best.

For a long while I w just focus on working on the business, as opposed to tidying up. I felt it w more important; and this w valid, tho I am so happy now that I have tried making a difference to it.

To Tidying Up

Kirsty