Hey

I’ve been having some problems w my business software. I think it’s sorted out now tho.

I’ve been waiting a month to be approved for my affiliate offer.

Rly what I’ve gots to be doing is making my first sale online.

Also I’ve got to do my tax. I need to have it done by the end of the month.

I’ve had the stress of a flat inspection and having the flu for the last few weeks to deal w.

I don’t want to get stuck w a mandatory one hundo fine.

I’m feeling very positive about the business. I feel that I have the business model nailed, one w I came up w.

It’s not that hard. I have struggled bc of being at a low vibration. It’s taken three years to get my energy to where it needs to be for me to be able to do this right.

I have needed the self esteem. Now I have it. That’s what it takes to make it in business.

That’s why mindset is so important. It gives the thinker something to hold on to while that self esteem is on the way.

I am walking everywhere. I soon w have transport tho; tho I w still walk bc it is literally so healthy; it is super good for my heart, w is rly important to me.

I want to do weights. I want to be ripped. Rowing w allow me to have the physique I want.

When I w at school I did rowing and I w so massive.

I like who I am. I went to this bike shop; and the guys there I heard them saying that I w gorgeous. Idk whether they were talking about me, tho I like it.

I like who I am. To me I am no different than before I transitioned; I am exactly the same person.

For some reason people seem to find me super attractive, Idk why.

It’s kinda scary rly. I don’t want people coming up to me taking shots.

There’s this song, Barry Can’t Swim, on the album Still Riding.

It’s kinda scary how the world’s gone. Like if you’re not having sex then it is deemed that you are not staying afloat in life, that you w drown.

I met this on the bus. A guy w on the bridge, he later died on it.

These girls were just saying that he just needs to kiss someone.

I don’t want to talk about it bc it freaks me the f out. Tho there is no way that I am going w anyone toxic; and that’s everyone in this town.

I also have some wisdom of my own. I had to get out of an abusive situation w two people who have ASBD; and that’s like the opposite, where being in someone’s life is the most harmful thing ever, so I think there is balance to it.

Tho I do feel that gen Z do sleep w everyone.

It’s a big change from when I w younger. It just didn’t seem that important.

It’s good to learn about the world I guess. Ik that w~o sex people get depressed. I guess this is the reason for it.

I am lucky. I am not depressed at all. All this pier pressure frightens me tho. I don’t want to be forced to do something that I don’t want to do; like I say, especially w someone who is low vibration and just pulls me down into abuse.

They say that w business you have to cool it w the girls to be able to get anywhere as this w just slow you down; or even stop you completely.

The drinking and partying has to go as well.

The problem is that I feel shame when exercising my boundaries. I am using them here and I just wasn’t allowed to stand up for myself my whole life so this is hard for me.

To Boundaries

Kirsty