Hey

I suppose Ima blog as it’s five am.

I bought myself the iPhone 16 Pro Max. I hope I am able to sort out my affiliate network.

I w be using it as a full desktop on the zoomable browser.

Ik I am allowed to make mistakes. I have been trying so hard to make every decision right, especially w budgeting; tho I just had to take a risk.

I w need it on many different websites to be able to get the full desktop functionality.

In Other News

Like is something w w me. When I w younger I had so many friends; they were all good people.

I mean yes we were smoking things we shouldn’t have, tho they were all nice people, and I rly enjoyed their company.

Why do I feel like there is not one person in this town I c be friends w, like I say, w the hell is w w me.

This kinda gives me hope; G I hope that I am crazy. That way I w find dope people to fw.

Maybe somehow Ima get my head on straight. Idk.

I remember working at UTA. It w such a nice place to work. I have so many memories of things being so nice.

Why the hell do I want to run away to London, this is a nice town, lovely in fact.

I tried to start some voluntary work, tho I w ill, and couldn’t go in. I w try again today, if the thing that I w supposed to be volunteering at is running.

I w told to go in a couple of times, just to make sure that I liked it.

I went years ago. I loved it so it shouldn’t be hard to get back into it.

I feel rly disappointed that I couldn’t go in. I want to meet people so bad.

I’ve met people before through voluntary work; relationships that have lasted. There w this girl who I used to speak to on the phone

And there’s this new girl who I speak to on the phone.

My old friend went into hospital. She, Idk what happened, tho she will have to go into a home now.

My mom wouldn’t fit me up with her relatives so that I c go and see her in hostpital or still be part of her life with her in her home; w I absolutely resent. Ima be real, that w pretty low.

I am rly close to her and well, that’s someone evil, I feel. Ik things w go badly the second I needed something from her.

I suppose I feel likely that I w find someone to fw. I reckon it w be an older person as is usually the case. This is okay; tho rly I want to fw people in their twenties.

I talk to young people from time to time and I feel they are the only ones who get me.

Ima be real. I find that they are the only ones who are alright.

I want to form friendships w people and enjoy my life before it’s too late. Maybe I w be too old. I want to meet people now. I am only on this earth for a limited time.

Actually I don’t believe that. I feel I w be here forever. There w be an anti ageing pill soon. Actually it already exists and has rewound the age in mice.

I take things that stimulate the hedgehog pathway in an attempt to stave off the ravages of time, seems to be working, and have ordered some Calcium AlphaKetoGlutarate.

This w clean my DNA so that I am like a young person.

I think it is following J’s commandments that keeps me young; it is the mindset of younger people.

To Resonating W The Young

Kirsty