Hey

I got my new iPhone.  I just need to keep it for two weeks till the insurance kicks in.

I have my scooter working as well so things are pretty good rn.

I also have someone coming to fix my washing machine; and I am cleaning up so it feels good to be in here.

I want to finish the cooker; and then do the living room floor.

I also have Apple Authenticate; so getting Awin sorted should be easy now.

It doesn’t feel good to eat meat tho; I don’t like hurting the animals.  I feel like I need to do it for the time being, bc I struggle to eat rn.

Like I say tho I don’t like it.

I ate eggs, feeling like there w no harm in it; and then my body let me know in no uncertain terms, that it needs or needed more of what I w giving it; and when I felt like eating something vegan I started feeling like I wouldn’t be able to eat it.

I can’t wait for my legs to get better so that I can start walking again.  This presents the problem tho of how to get about in the cold; I keep getting hyperthermia.

The jacket I want is selling out so that I w be able to get it cheap, this w help.

I w looking all around the internet for some good gloves; then I put on some that cost me like one ninety nine, and they kept me toasty and warm.

It’s good to take a break from doing the business, I w have my weekend then get back to it, refreshed and chomping to sort the problems out.

I w have to contact the affiliate network, and tell them that it’s been over a month since I applied for the offer and I haven’t heard anything and also that they are  not answering my emails.

I wonder if I should get pizza on Sunday, it’s kinda traditional; depends on the weather and if Ima get it about w~o getting the box wet.

Also I may be on my scooter w may make getting it about difficult.

I want the business to start making money.  I want to be comfortably off.  It w be nice to not have to scrape all the time; and get the nice things I want from The North Face and Apple.

I just want to look nice, that rly is all I ask; and I want my home to be nice, I want to have nice furniture, and maybe live somewhere a little nicer.

I cant’ for the life of me decide where I wanna go, whether London or New York.  Maybe I should stay in the country for a little while and then move further afield.

I have no one keeping me here and there is lots of co working space in Elephant Park so that Ima meet lots of lovely people, it w be dope to have friends.

I’m also working on making friends here.  I have started fw a voluntary job, and hope to meet some people there.  Also I aim to go down the library and see if there are any clubs or anything that Ima get into.

Maybe I c Annakin whether there are any crafting clubs in Peterborough.

The main challenge is just getting the things I am doing rn, right.

Omg I just had this feeling of what it used to be like to be at my school, it felt so good.  Idk why I have this feelings, memories and when I go out I don’t feel anything.

Maybe I should go there; and see how it feels to be there.  I c get there on my scooter.

It seems wrong to think about leaving this town when there are feels like that to experience.  It feels like I w be reducing my feels by moving away.  It’s just that the feels that are here are something that I can’t feel and when I go away I feel more.  It’s hard to deal w.

I don’t want to lose the best feels out there, bc the ones I remember certainly are; it’s hard.

To Feels

Kirsty