Hey

I went to pound town; I’m asexual.

There w this girl; and she talked about this whoosh.  It’s like something that happens after sex that lets you go after all your dreams.

She thought that it w help her ace her BioChem.

I felt myself go whoosh; I felt it; it lasted for hours.

I never thought that this w even possible.  Tho it is.

In Other News

I have to do my taxes; except I don’t.

I have to appeal about being charged the hundred late tax return; tho I don’t.

I w on the phone to the guy at the HMRC; and he said that he w delete my tax for that year bc I had not earned anything.  Then I get this letter that I’m being charged bc I didn’t complete the return fast enough.

I w appeal tho there is no tax to appeal about.  I earned nothing during that period.

So Ima ring the ordinary self assessment number, and just tell them and see w they say.

I still haven’t checked whether I have been accepted for the company I applied to partner w.

It w the tax thing.  I rang up and got hung up on bc I said the thing at the top of the letter.  I said no to needing to appeal.

I had this conversation w this guy at the bike shop.  We agreed that it is very much a sign of the times that no one wants to help anyone on the phone.

I watched She Ra; after yk what.  It w the craziest ever.  Then Scream Six.

I felt kinda f up after it w w probably the violence.

It’s full validation tho for being a no bu sh person, yk; like when she’s talking to her psychiatrist; and he wants to call the cops.

That’s rly the value of horror flicks; they just make me feel like a valid person, yk.  It feels so amazing, and it’s worth being f up by the violence.

Aint it sad that a n’a just feels like they are worthless bc of the way society is.  I feel like I’m drowning in this sh every day.

This is why I want younger people to fw.  Like everyone else just don’t get it and can’t validate me; leaving me gaslit af bopping around living, in this f up world.

I need saving from feeling worthless.  G I feel like a bag of sh, yk.

It seems that railing myself has loosened my tongue a bit and Ima say how I feel.

One word NSFW.

The world of work is the total works of devalue the f out of me and make me feel like a f slave fr; that’s why I have my own business.

I just don’t vibe w it, f off.

And all this nicey nicey bu sh; while stabbing me in the back, yk; don’t get me started.

I’m drowning w~o friends.  I can’t fw anyone bc of my age.  So I’m supposed to go mad as a hatter instead, wtf.  I’m bat sh out of my f mind, yk.  Somebody young save me.

To Sticking My Fingers Up To This F Up World

Kirsty