Hey

I’m pi.  I’m pissed w Google always  hiding w I write, on the internet.

You see it’s not fair; they don’t just allow w has merit to rise, they continually push blogs down in favour of corporations; and they decide w is not worthy of being seen by certain factors.

I’ve been doing this for a year; and there is barely anyone seeing these.

I put some recycled bull sh, I found using AI; and my numbers sky rocketed in like a day.

They say that they like content that can’t be found elsewhere on the internet, and I feel that this is total bull sh.  I feel that it is people w an authentic voice that are being quashed, squashed and destroyed.

And w about sex.  There’s this song, the harder they cum the harder they fall, have you heard it.

This is about rape.  It’s about bullying someone into having sex they don’t want and then watching as they decide they love it as it makes them a perv.

From that point on they are a perv and they w never return to full emotional health.

Being sexually healthy is having sex and not being touched by it.

This is disgusting and w being played out in public, right on main street it w be called in America.

I feel like this town is a dump and everyone’s a rapist.

There’s nothing worst than walking down the street and feeling someone perving at me.

They want you to feel that it’s sexual tho it is not.  It is bc that person has such low self esteem that their mind is actually lying to them and making it sexual.

It is that kind of perv that is trying to break the women they f; to get narcissistic supply so that they don’t feel the disgusting creep they are, hence the song.

They literally reduce that person’s self esteem through physical abuse, aka sex to the point where they actually become a perv; and think they enjoy it.

It makes me want to puke.

I can’t say how I rly feel bc Google are policing the internet and it w get taken down.

And women just let men look at them that way.  They don’t say anything to them.  It makes me want to confront them and tell them that it’s not okay and for them to not look at me like that.

If it w a man being looked at like that there w be real trouble.

Every word I say on here I have to censor bc of the rules of the internet.  Is it any wonder that no one wants to read it.  Kinda makes me wanna go on the dark web; where things rise on their own merit and aren’t pushed down, and I can rly say how I feel.

It’s reduced me to bland vanilla bull sh; and it pains me to be pumping this out.

There is no such thing as free speech as long as there are laws as to what can be said on the internet.

Does anyone understand that we are being shut up.

Nothing online can be w people rly feel.  It’s true.  There is no, where on the internet where people can rly be themselves.  There is no free speech.

And women can’t say what they want to say to men who look at them in a disgusting way bc that is not allowed either.

Dogma is handed down by people w ASBD; it’s true.   It is from them that all of society’s rules come from.  That is how much power they have over us.

They are keeping this world a sh hole.

When are people gonna wake up and decide that they don’t want to behave in the ways that society tells us.

The world is Mary Poppins Jesseca Fletcher Bull sh.  I’m waiting for the next generation of kids to change it; tho no new generation makes a dent.

All we have is chavvy pop music and who needs it.  Is that all they have contributed to changing society.

They just go ignored and then everyone forgets about it.

That is why kids are so f up these days.  There needs to be change.  There has been every generation since the year dot, trying to change things and not one of them have been successful and now all that change is needing to happen and it is breaking all of our kids; and yet there’s not one person who seems to know why they are all so depressed and anxious that they just don’t want to do it.  They don’t even want to get up in the morning.  And world that just strangles peoples’ feelings and shuts them up what is the point.

No one is allowed to be themselves.  The adults just rob the kids of their life energy and they give up by the time they are twenty; and become the same abusive people that adults are who look down on kids.

North Korea is clearly an abusive country that controls the very way that people feel; tho did you know that they are doing the same thing over here and nobody sees it.

All I can do is follow J’s commandments and revel and delight in moving down the generations.

If you are feeling insane; that is how society is making you feel bc all the power is held by people w ASBD.  It’s okay I see you.  Just hang in there every day; just keep going.

We have to just ignore it and carry on like nothing is wrong, what other choice do we have.

And people w ASBD don’t even want the world the way it is, the way they have made it.  They want to be free to be gay, to be trans.  They want to be able to do whatever the hell they want like everyone else; yet there they are perpetuating this sh; bc we are all lost sheep asking to be led in that direction.

Just hang in there.  Maybe we can start a conversation.

Kirsty