Hey

I am thinking about the unfairness that has beseeched women through time; it’s psychopathy of men coupled with their larger size.

A woman went round the whole British Isles uniting the tribes who would only fight w each other; then all men let women have w nothing, no money, not allowed to read or start a business.

The woman had her man choose her and w not allowed to choose the man; etc; just sayin.

I have denied my womanhood by not feeling my emotions; now I feel female; that the world is total bull sh bc men run it.

Yk a woman has to put up w being stared at, even tho they don’t like it just bc men aren’t comfortable w women voicing that.  I get stared at every single day, when a man w threaten anyone doing it.

Why the f don’t women speak up; it’s disgusting and threatening.

It’s someone with low self esteem taking advantage of a woman to make himself feel better, aka narcissistic supply.  Which btw for all you dumbasses out there that’s emotional abuse.

The man’s mind w fool him into thinking it’s something sexual when what he is actually seeing is the woman’s self esteem.  He’s a perv.  He’s literally threatening her with a sexual attack by lingering his gaze on her.  Then when she gets upset he feels better.

Being aware of the lack of empathy in this world is hard; the amount of notifications that come up when fw a phone.  It’s literally harassment.  If women ran the world your phone w leave you the f alone.

Then there’s that there isn’t a piece of software out there that works w~o me ripping myself up to figure out how to use it.

If women ran the world, software wouldn’t be evil.

Personally I feel that there wouldn’t be any wars, we w just negotiate and figure our differences out, tho then you wouldn’t have the west using the rest of the world like f.

I guess that’s why the west doesn’t like developing countries bc they just treat women like sh, they do.  Especially Pakistan who will execute any woman who has a problem with the male abuse of women.

I suppose I have to separate feeling my emotions with getting angry actually to someone.

And then there’s that thing where men are just a parasite on the DNA.  This is a scientific fact.  Should we all be female and they are holding the human race back; with their wars and bull sh.

In Other News

I took a day and beat myself over the head figuring out how to make a landing page that w just one image and button.  I fully ripped myself up bc there w no way of doing it on Hostinger.

This is w I am saying about empathy being completely absent from anything geeky.

I felt like I w worthless and that I w never figure it out; like how to make money on affiliate marketing.  That I w kidding myself and had no worth as a human being.

Then I realised that I had done this before, ripped myself up at all the key moments when I made a huge leap on how to do all this.

I then calmed down and realised; that it’s about self esteem and it grows the entire time I fw this.

When I have enough self esteem it w just be common sense, on how to do it.  I w be able actually to easily figure out how to make money w this; w is a kinda scary thought bc surely if everyone had self esteem they w all be figuring all this sh out

This rly means that no one who is an adult has self esteem; otherwise they w all be millionaires, ergo I w be the only one w self esteem.

This is why men looking at me is so degrading bc they are seeing my self esteem and turning it into something perverted and sexual, reducing my soul to how my body looks.

I digress.

So it w come with time and Ima just relax and wait for that to happen, and it w.

That means tho that Ima take time with it and have to wait until that self esteem arrives.

Tho atm I have the power to find offers that w hit it out the park; bc I had one offer that netted fifty times as much as the ad cost w w allow me to post the most mediocre landing page and make money.

So, here’s to common sense; and just waiting to be great.

Doing Beats Perfection also.  It’s just getting on and making that landing page not k ing whether it will work and make money and just trying it out.  It probably is fine anyways.  The most unpolished ads tend to work best, yk.

Yes, just getting on and doing it, running offers and learning from them; and then running more offers and that’s how profitability goes up like a rocket ship.

I just wanna say that men in developing countries treat women like sh bc of their psychopathy.  It’s a scientific fact that men are more psychopathic than women.  When you think about psychopaths and how they treat them that tracks.

Psychopathy comes from being degenerate.  The more of an evil person or society it is the more of a psychopath the people w be.

Ima say it, developing countries are such unbelievable bad sh holes.

They come over here and they are racist af; that’s bc they are evil people; and they try and make us feel that we are the racist ones, playing their puff n’a mind games.

They torture their kids into believing that we are sh bags w gives them white matter problems in their brains and then blame it on ‘our racism’ that they say has made them like it; that’s pretty blatant.

I’m Out

Kirsty