Hey

I smoked a cigarette w I have been known to do every once in a while.

I have found an offer that Ima run right out the get.  I just need to knock up a landing page for it.

Actually I don’t need to knock up a landing page for it if it’s not in the terms and conditions.  I’ll have to look.

Tho it might be worth my while doing it as it may increase the conversion rate.

All of the offers I am chasing have long wait times associated with them.

I have this burning desire to run and offer and as it happens I think that I already have one that w do quite nicely.

I’ll put the main selling points distilled down into one major point and then anything else that is super dope about the site, just a couple of points.

Then there’s a review.  I’ll search through and put the most compelling one that has a super simple message; again, distilled down to a few words.

People don’t like to be reading too much and I w make sure that they don’t get bored and tune out.

They’ll want something to do.  People are always looking for stimulation so hopefully they w hit the button; to see what more there is to see.

I got through the weekend; w~o working on the business, w is my main goal; as it allows me to get into the flow state and rly think of some super dope ideas; w I have done and have a well profitable answer to my problems to look at.

I just wanna get it going.  I need to be in the mix of taking the risk.  It won’t be much of a risk as Ima just keep the income low until I have enough savings to hit launch on it all.

I feel in my energy that I am already doing it.  This is good bc it means that there is no fear; fear of something going horribly wrong or that the offer won’t make money.

All kinda fears like that were coming up for me recently.  They are now gone; like I say bc I feel like I am actually doing it now.

I watched this short of Gal Gadeaux.  She said that she nearly gave up before Wonder Woman came along.  This gave me strength that Ik that I w feel this way before I got the best opportunity that I c hope for; like something that w send me into the stratosphere.

I can’t wait to get started tho like I say I don’t fw on Sundays; or Saturdays.

The only thing I allow myself to do is record voice memos of the dope ideas I’m having.

Hope all goes to plan.  The most important thing for me is to run the offer and not that it is a success.  I c lose all of my ad budget doing this tho Ima go for it, I feel.

You see this is w lights me up and that is my whole reason why doing it.  It has that energy and that is why Ima f.

I also feel other changes w~i me.  I feel myself entering a reality that I have longed for for a long time.  I have been working towards it for ages.

I no longer wanted to judge; my mind w clear and free of distractions.

I had chosen to feel my feelings and that w great.   This meant judging people, as you may have seen on my blog; tho now my feelings are actually telling me that I don’t want to now.  I am yearning for a clear state of mind that I felt just now watching ASMR; I am in the zone.

And this feeling only gets stronger; w time.  That is super good news to me.  As long as I fw J’s commandments this w improve the whole time; and I w be in the consciousness that I have wanted for a long time, ever since I started following them.

It’s all go; it feels like I am in the kingdom that J talks about; when he talks about the kingdom and the righteousness.

I just feel self esteem.  I feel that I am worthy.  I feel that I have value.  I feel that I have w it takes and that it self belief w is highly sought after.

My shoes are wearing out and I k now that I don’t need to look drip to have value.  I am worthy no matter what I am wearing.  It is the feeling inside that matters; and I have it.

I am so lucky.  It took a lifetime tho I am there.

I have been abused all my life and never had the pleasure of feeling like this except briefly when I w a teenager.  As soon as it arrived, it w gone; torn away from me by ASBD abuse.

I felt my abuser turned on me and tried to destroy me merely for having autonomy; I had reached that age.

Without the skills that a healthy person has I wasn’t able to live my life and just got nowhere for about ten years before finally getting a job.

I shot straight to uni and c go no further w~o self esteem, something that w still being taken from me.

So at last I am there; healthy.

I am quite old; and it’s sad that I didn’t get to have my life; so far; while I w young.

Tho I look at who I w have been had I just rolled over and become the person I w expected to be and it kinda makes me yak.  I’m so glad I shook off the abuse and found myself.

People by this age usually are totally burnt out and here I am just getting started.  Yes I get tired tho I can do it; and I rly marvel at that.

Whether or not the business works Ik that I am competent at an age that most people aren’t

Kirsty