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I had a beer down Ferry Meadows w w super nice.

I sat at the Lakeside, and it was just so nice w all the other people there.

The boats were moving on the water; the kids were playing and people were talking.

I have learned to not move away from the pub, as it kills my buzz.

I’m rly happy that I stayed and I rly enjoyed it.  I also enjoyed the ride home.

I went into Sainsbury’s and got some shopping.

I w scared at the checkout as I always am as I had an easter egg that w given to me at pétanque, w meant a lot.

I had to get buzzed up; bc I have a cold today and it’s not a very nice one; it has been giving me a headache.  I’m due to take some paracetamol at two.

I just had some lunch and I’m feeling okay.

I just got to thinking that Ima make it.  This is probably why my mood is so good.  I just feel that affiliate marketing is not that hard.

I have heard it said that making money is easy, so I shouldn’t be too scared.

I need to browse the offers in the affiliate network; and just take all the ones that are like 70p earnings per click and then check if they have low competition on Google Ads.  That w be the first step of my assessing process.

I’m rly disappointed to be ill as I wanted to clean my living room window down, maybe later.

I realise that it is the small things that make someone successful.

It’s me tidying my flat.  It’s me being respectful to people.  It’s me making all the right choices like being rly good w my money and just trying rl hard to be a good girl.

All this pays off; in the long term.

It takes many years tho to come to fruition; and is super frustrating, Ima be honest.

Anyone who thinks they’re gonna make it in a year w just be totally wrong.

I have been following J’s commandments for over five years; making slow incremental progress; getting super frustrated at not feeling I w getting anywhere for so long; and suddenly I’m here.

My only advice w be to not expect things to happen too quickly.  It rly is worth the wait.

Yes, it’s just the little things, they all add up.

Also I w say, as the Russians say, do not spit in the well, it w come in handy when you want to drink.

Just keep everyone sweet and you will get there.  As self esteem paradoxically, comes from those who you treat well.  Be kind and it just comes back to you in spades.

Getting rid of toxic people is also real talk as well, tho I w fw toxic people for years before I finally deserved better.

It w hard for me bc I didn’t know how to meet people, so I felt super stuck and k that I didn’t like them, and that they were harming my self esteem quite a bit.

Now I have better.  It came from sexual harassment being handled badly to me just thinking they can all f off; pervs.

Be careful tho.  Leaving people causes the biggest stress in life and it is best to wait until someone better comes along.  Just sick w it and suffer it; things w change.

Again, it rly is how you treat others that w get you what you want in life, and just trying to do the right thing all the time.

Lastly; self esteem is the be all and end all of this.  It you feel that you’re gonna make it, those feelings are not a lie.  That feeling in and of itself Is the prize coming at you.

Money means nothing, self esteem is king.  If you feel it a little you are getting there.  It is not lying to you.  The fact that you feel it should tell you everything you need to k and to not give up.

To Success

Kirsty