Hey

Had my weekend beerzies.

Sun was super nice.  It felt like proper summer.  I felt like I w out for a drive, when I w out on my scooter.  That actually w the best part.  Ferry Meadows wasn’t that good for me, tho the place w bumping.

I figured out something w my Google Ads account; that my account may be frichachad; and that I may just need to use a different account.

The way that I’m doing affiliate marketing may be totally working and that I’m only seeing bad results bc of my account.

Incase there are any affiliate marketing guys out there, once an account has been used for a Smart Campaign, it may be burnt.

And that’s what they try and get you to do.  I felt they were harassing me on the phone, trying to get me to run a smart campaign, and like I say I feel it burnt my account and meant that I w getting ripped off.

If this is true, then it means that there is nothing w w the way I am doing it, that the money w come; and that bc I have so much Keyword Volume it means that Ima make hella money, maybe.

I remember when I w forex trading.  I w doing everything right; and I yet didn’t believe that I c make money doing it.  I had traded the month and then my mentor told me that I w have made my money if I had only traded three winning trades and stopped as I gave my money back to the market.

This is a similar thing.  Ik that I am doing everything right, tho something is off.

I just wish there w some kind of course for affiliate marketing.  The forex one w dope.

I remember how upset I was after spending all that money on the course, it w one of the worst weeks on my life; tho it rly did lead to me learning it.

Should I make any money at affiliate marketing, it should allow me somewhere to put my money and grow it.

I should have been rich long before that.  I read the Financial Times every Saturday for like year and learned that wind farms were the best investment.  I had inherited some money and had I gone w that I w have made a cool million by now; tho I had gotten schizophrenia and lost my life kinda.

This means that all the other offers I have found w make me money also.

It w weird how every offer I tried it seemed that I w getting ripped off on the cost per click and that the Google Keyword Planner w quoting me prices that I w not getting.

So I have another Google Ads Account and Ima try running the offer I’m on and see if I get good Cost Per Click.

I didn’t want to do it on Sunday bc it w the sabbath and I don’t work on the sabbath, tho I w burning to try it out.  I can do it now later today.

It w take a few days to see if I’m getting results.

My tutor actually told me that if I run a Smart Campaign it w f up my account tho I thought I had fixed it, clearly not.

It just makes me think that Google don’t give a f about their clients, that there is an overarching culture of ASBD w~i the company.

Like I say, I went to them for help and w just gaslit.  This w emotional abuse and hurt like f and made me vow to never contact their help again.

Tho here I am figuring things the f out on my own.

It’s funny how the thing that holds people back from making money is always people being sh’y.

I’ve heard it said many times that the one quality that someone needs to make money is the ability to eat sh, and I have had my fill.

I also feel that Google are keeping my website down as well.  I just don’t like that company and am horrified that they police the internet.  Like I say, I feel they all have ASBD.

This is no surprise as they are an out and out monopoly that w attract all bad people due to the power they have, just the ability to abuse anyone they w and boy they do.

Ima be real, I just wish someone w stop them.

Like there is no freedom of speech on the internet bc Google is saying w websites have value and they are burying mine.

I feel they are a company w reasoning trumps empathy, w like I say is psychopathy.  That is the problem w smart people, their empathy is compromised, tho I do actually feel that they all have actual ASBD.

I don’t like smart people.

I feel that the school system is to root out those who have no empathy, as it is only those w don’t value themselves w w fw education; and that also it is meant to maintain the power that people w no empathy have on everyone… by making sure that social entitlement always runs to those who are smart, almost like they are better than everyone else; and therefore they are able to stay at the top of the tree, by making every one else think that they have less value.

C they even be perpetuating this myth in society that is making people feel like they have no value unless they have money, you betcha, they are evil.  They keep greed at the top, by making other people feel that they don’t deserve anything; ‘well I’m not educated so I don’t deserve any money’

This is the biggest barrier to making money, eliminating this way that society says that only smart people have value.  People have to work on their mindset and realise that they have the same amount of value as any billionaire.

To me, school is a mind washing camp for children.

To Mindset

Kirsty