Hey

I’m trying to get into my other Google Ads account; and I have to delete the footer off my landing page.

This is hard; bc, there is no resurrecting it when it’s gone.  I must also delete all the writing off the picture at the top.

When I say I have to get into my Google Ads account, it’s bc it’s stressful and I have to do just a little bit at a time.  Next I have to write the ad and post it.

I need to find out whether Google Ads are ripping me off as they like to do, Ima be real.

There’s no warning that running a smart campaign will cost tons more; and that it w f the account so it has to be deleted.  That’s a slight lie as it’s just easier to delete it and start again

I’m excited for whether I’m able to get the cheap keywords as they are quoted in the keyword planner.  It w mean that suddenly my offers w be profitable.

Something is wrong and I’m not getting the price I need to make things work; and I should be getting that price.

I should be able to rely on that when it comes to making money.  The way I’m doing Google Ads should mean that I’m already making money.

I shouldn’t have to do anything else or learn anything else or try anything else.  I should be able to do it the way I’m doing it and be fine w an income.

I’m lucky that I studied a course that had some Google Ads learnin’, as Ik that this should be working.

The course w a business model that Ima not fw, bc it involves doing behind companies backs a little bit, tho I have figured out how to do affiliate marketing properly and should rly be off to the races.

There w no spiel about how it’s impossible to get the right price, it mostly is and it should all work.

He also said that after running a Smart Campaign, the account is kinda burnt.

This is hard to accept, that when things are working right I should be able to make good money.  He said that mostly w his business model it’s possible to get even less than the price quoted; tho for me it has been one hundred and fifty times as much and fifteen times as much, so something needs fixing.

It’s neglectful that Google Ads allow this to happen and gaslit me when I mentioned it.  I w left to figure it out on my own and had I not had the course I studied I w be well f.  I w just give the f up, yk.  Like how Ima carry on when they tell me to f off when I try and get some help w things.

I am living my life and just getting on w things, budgeting as hard as I can and hoping to have some spare money to run ads.

I keep my place clean and do my washing and go to the clubs I like and just try and live a good life.

I bide my time while I am trying to get this thing up and running.

The offer, should it work w allow me to go to Miami or New York this year and w be great.

I w just be me f the way I f, yk, it wouldn’t change my life at all.  My self esteem is rising and I w end up fw people regardless of whether I had the business or not.

I kinda thought that people in this town were like narcissistic; bc I just never made a meaningful connection w anyone, tho like I say, I feel myself getting closer.

It won’t be long before I meet some nice people.  I used to have loads of friends tho they were all bad influence on me and I had to drop them.  This has left me w no one all my life as I have found myself completely cut off and it’s impossible to get back in.

I fw some people a few years ago tho again it ended up just being a bad influence, tho I did have a lot of fun tho I’m out now, and alone again.

The people at the clubs I go to are great tho w only seem to meet at the clubs, tho they are such nice people I’m genuinely lucky to have them in my life.

The weather is nice and I go down to Ferry Meadows a lot and just enjoy the ride down there mostly and have a walk round the lake.  It’s a pleasant time of year.

I had a good Easter as I got given an Easter egg w meant so much and it reminded me of my only good Easter I had as a kid when I got lots of Easter eggs.

It used to be the custom to get a mug w the Easter egg and this w nice, they don’t do that anymore and that’s a shame.

I’m looking forward to Christmas as well.  I love the holidays and it w be nice if.. what I’m saying about the account is true and I get to have some money for Christmas prezzies.

I w like the Apple Watch, and a nice iPad Air.

I get to have nice clothes as I save up for them.  I w soon be able to afford a Futurelight jacket w is super lightweight for if it rains to stop me from getting cold.

I have two tho w North Face jacket they tend to only last a couple of years until they start to let the water in through heavy rain.

To Living Day By Day

Kirsty