Hey

I am blooging.

Stamford w like this rly f up art deco experience.  Even the train on the way home had like this art deco lamp.

Idk whether I w in first class or not, there weren’t no sign or anything.

I’ve been going crazy on the nicotine.  I think that it’s bc I’m getting f up on coffee.

I opened this coffee, and it just is super strong, tho I can’t be f to make tea so I drink it.  Ima have to get myself some teabags before I get hooked.

I have to commit to the business.  I have to lay down the money for the ads; w I w do like later, like some time, whenever.

Oh, I’m excited.  I w running this campaign, to see if Ima get super cheap ads and it w be done soon.

I’ve got crafting tomorrow w w mean like, Idk whether I was supposed to buy something for it.

I think Stamford is so f timeless bc of the buildings.  Even the station hasn’t changed since the turn of the century; the one before last.

Just had a blast of CBD.

There’s all these places inviting me on Awin and I think I need to check them out; just take a look at what they offer and whether they offer creatives for the sh they sell, yk.

I w just brush them off bc I’m kinda focussed and hate the f out of distractions.

I’m headed down to Ferry Meadows in a bit.  Ima not walk round the lake, bc I just walked over two miles.

It’s such a lovely day.

I w at the station an hour early and just got my knitting out and had a whale of a time.  Idek how to explain the vibe; timeless; and so peaceful and just present.

I’m rly loving knitting.  I am doing it everywhere.

I first w only do it at the club; for ages actually.  And then I had this project to do and they asked me to do like an hour at home, so I did.  I enjoyed it so much that I just sat there doing it all afternoon.

It’s like dope af.  Like I’m at the station and normally I w be going crazy w|o something to do, yk.  Like I walk around and sh bc I’m so uncomfortable.  It’s rly changed things for me; like whenever I’m traveling Ima just get my knitting out.

I w trying not to think about whether I w like to live in Stamford.  Ik that I w figure things out in due course.  It rly is lovely there tho.

The appointment w only made bc it had been such a long time that there w no need for it anymore; so I just went through the motions and came back.

I did get to ask them tho if one of my tendons w nicked when I got sawn in half by brambles; and she said no.  She moved my leg around a bit, getting me to resist, and then told me that I w fine.

I am having hash browns, sausages, tomatoes and mushroom for by breakfast.  It’s nice; especially when I cook the mushroom properly.  It has to be fried on like the lowest heat ever

Tomorrow it’s beer; w w be dope.  I must remember to bring a Coke.

It makes me feel uncomfortable to be doing the business properly, Idk why; and I’m not going down that rabbit hole.  I guess it’s fear, Idk.

The I learned many moons ago; that the single thing that kills every business that never makes money; is to just never actually start; to not fire up the business as a money making system.

Ik the importance of this and to remedy things I just need to turn up my ads a little bit so that I’ll end up making the money I want.  Also I have the ad budget for it and must say ta ta to the money.

To Stamford

Kirsty