Tbh it’s just nice to be sat down.
I walked my scooter like all the way to town; and then I thought so’ it, and rode it on the walking speed to the shop. I then walked from Orton Centre to the pub.
He is so dope. He said that he w just plug it. That saves me like twenty quid.
I like him. I offered to help him at the shop.
I had like this feeling. It w like sanity or something. It made me feel too good; tho I didn’t want to indulge it bc I w have to come down off that feeling and I felt it w made me crash. I feel that is always when I get anxiety; bc I have got too high and come down off of it; and then I feel like upset bc the good feeling has gone.
I got to the shop and I had forgot my tyre; so this w all good.
I w scared walking there that he w make me take the scooter back home bc I had forgot the tyre. I’m always scared that people w be mean. I feel it’s bc of abuse.
When people say sh about people who have pi’ them off, the problem is that I don’t validate their upset in my head, and I feel that is why I get anxiety too.
It w rly nice getting the bus through Orton. I grew up there and I just had the feels that I had left behind when I had lost it.
That is why it w so tempting to feel it; and I w kinda upset that I had left it behind. I felt that I c have been saner if I had felt it fully. I hoped I didn’t lose it, bc of that.
W the business, I have read the landing page book a bit and have realised that I need to buy the product bc then I w be able to write the best landing page ever bc I will k how dope it is.
The best converting landing pages put how the product is way better than everything else out there. That is what makes people click, the fact that it is a rly good product.
There will be like three things that the product has or does that are genuine super good reasons to take advantage of something that is actually super dope.
I learned this from Unbounce. There w a page that w just all the highest converting landing pages out there. There w a clear theme w all of them.
This is something that Idk whether I should be thinking about; like it’s work and I am chilling out; tho I want to give people the skinny on what I have learned.
Like I’m actually quite smart and I pick up on things that other people may have not noticed.
Ik that there is like millions of affiliate marketers out there, struggling; so am I. Tho I have been at this for a long time and have learned some stuff along the way.
I must not think that it is right at the door tho. It is the kiss of death; bc when I think that things are absolutely ‘gonna work this time’ and then something just doesn’t pan out, it causes like so much emotional pain and that is not good.
So Ik a lot and also don’t.
It’s actually quite fun, not knowing how far along I am in all this, yk. The uncertainty is quite schnappsy.
Like, my worth as a human being does not depend on whether Ima like Idk be a grandiose like f business chick or whatever the f.
I just chill in my flat, like I have so much. I have all my needs met, that is gold, it is; like I don’t want for anything. That fact gives me so much self esteem; and it’s just gratitude, yk.
Like someone told me once that gratitude w like the best thing to go to when feeling f up. Idk.
To Gratitude
Kirsty
Miss K 