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I ended up gorgeous.  I’ll start from the beginning.

I w doing my account to make sure that I hadn’t made any money; and I found that some had been taken out.

This w not okay as I wasn’t running any ads.  It kinda frichachad me up a bit.

I went out to the shop and w fed up w people I felt they were trying to cop a look at me.

I started to judge them as I didn’t like it as I just wanted to get there and get back w|o all that.

I called them pervs; in my head.

Then I w in the toilet, and I thought to myself, whatever measure I use to measure them, that’s what I am, so w this make me a perv.

I brushed it off, how c I be a perv; tho I thought better of judging them.

Then, long story short, they found me gorgeous.  Have a nice day.

No, seriously; this man called me gorgeous.  He only glanced at me as well.

I w find myself the most hideous creature when I w triggered.  Like I w literally look in the mirror and have a shame attack bc of how ugly I felt I looked.

Now I feel gorgeous.  That’s one hell of a turnaround.

I guess that I have to accept that I’m gorgeous.  It is their opinion and I have to validate it.

The reason for this is bc I used to get mad at them looking at me; and that w w w eventually lead me to have that shame attack, me judging them.

Now I just validate how they feel.  I deem them to be right.  It stops me from ripping up.

In Other News

I’m headed down Ferry Meadows now to have a nice lovely morning walk.  My croquet is not till this afternoon.

Google and go and do their thing, whatever that is; and I’ll deal with that later.

I’ve also gots to order some medication in twenty minutes.  Oh, I fibbed.  I’ve got to wait until half past, till my scooter is charged.

I just ordered my prescripshioni.

So at some point Ima contact Google Ads and ask them if any of my accounts has ads running.

I had pancakes this morning and they were delicious.  I went down the shop and bought a few items, I don’t need much.

I have avocado today w rice, it is one of my favourites.  I w super lucky to find a nice dark avocado.  There’s loads as well so I’ll be able to have them for a couple of days at least.

I have to pick up my light sabre chopsticks today and Idek wth Ima do w them when I make an ASMR video.  I do k however that they are super dope and a uber good trigger.

I w surprised to get ASMR when I w making a video.  It’s wasn’t proper ASMR tho I c tell that my trigger w able to give someone that feeling, I feel.

To Making The Switch To Validating People

Kirsty