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I went to croquet.

It w such a vibe.

I w sat down the park; thinking, what kinda vibe is this, what does it feel like.

I had sampled the vibe down Ferry Meadows and it w super nice; and I wondered w flavour the vibe w at the park.

When I got into the croquet field I felt it and it w rly nice.  I definitely w go again

I.. had problems getting into my Shopify account.  I need to get in there to cancel it.

This w my ultimate nightmare for a long time.  I w have to go into my passwords and see what email address w associated w it.

I did some tidying up.  I scrubbed my kitchen floor.

The Barman said that people are nasty.  This is a shame.

There w someone who I felt w a vicious person, and I said to him that some people are vicious.

I also w the business, maybe have Google ads running ads out of a campaign that I’m having trouble shutting down bc I can’t find it.

I have to subscribe to UnBounce.  They w be able to help me write ads that w get good click through rates.  This means that they w be cheaper.  I w also be able to use their website to make my landing pages more higher converting w means more profitability.

It is when more people are buying after visiting the webpage.

Having problems w Shopify kinda messed my head up a little bit this morning and I didn’t want to do anything else for the business, that’s why I just stuck to tidying up and paying for the yearly membership of the park where I will be playing croquet.

I w be going again on Friday.  I have had to commit to two afternoons a week.  I initially only wanted to do one day a week; tho tbh I enjoyed it so much that it will be nice to do it twice.

I think I’ll have to move my beer on Friday to Saturday.  It w be nice to be having beers at the weekend again.

Tbh I have no clue w I am doing w the business.  Alls I k is that if I get cheaper ads and a better converting landing page, I hopefully w be making money.

At any rate, I w run it and see w happens.  I w make something, that is a fact and this w put ad money back into my account.  Hopefully I get to the point where I am only spending like fifty quid on a campaign bc I am getting some profits out of it, then maybe just a tenner, and eventually I w be in profit.

I long so hard to be making money at this, it’s tantalising.  It’s also a lot of fun trying to figure out how to make this work, it uses parts of my brain that other things just don’t reach.  It also allows me to see myself as posh w I rly like.

Tbh Idrk what posh is.  I think the vibe at croquet w posh tho Idk, maybe they are just super polite or something, I rly don’t have a clue.

Ik that I don’t like being around people who are toxic, and people who are like chavvy, that is how they are.  I suppose that is why I gravitate to posh people.

I want to live in a better area so that I don’t have to worry about my boundaries when I am fw my neighbours.  I don’t feel that they w be pushy and always trying to take advantage of me.

My late friend said, don’t it make a difference where you live, and I want to see that day when I check that out in memory of her.  It w allow me to think that I am keeping a part of her alive.

I w sit in my flat and feel the vibes of being there and say to her, yk what, you were right; and be so grateful that she gave me that nugget of knowledge that she had discovered during her lifetime.

To Feeling Posh

Kirsty