Hey

Just sat down w a nice cup of tea.

I’m craving like pain killers or something bc of being ill.  When I get a headache I w take some.

I haven’t checked my offer yet, to see if it is making money.  I have first to get my next offer ready so that they approve it.

I haven’t finished the landing page yet, and I have already applied for the offer.

I have to say that, Idrk what I’m doing with the landing page.  I am supposed to put stuff complimentary to the brand, tho Idk what to put!  I just hope that a few reviews biggin up the brand w be okay.

I am not eating anything.

I get like this pain thing when I am falling asleep sometimes.  It means that the only thing Ima do is get up and get something to eat, so that, it wakes me up and that seems to make it go away.

This means that I had too much to eat last night; and this is a big problem.  I’m not losing the weight I want to.

I watch Katrina Eats Kilos, w is an eating competition YouTube channel.  She w consume insane amounts of calories and then eat very little all week.  I am to kinda do the same to day w just having very little; keeping healthy w some fruit.

I find that when I’m not very well, it’s good to have some CBD.  It makes me feel so relaxed, I c just lay there for hours w is nice.

I don’t feel like doing anything or watching anything so I just lay there and it’s super boring; tho, having the CBD, makes me feel like I c care less.

I’m kinda concerned that I’m losing interest in the things I like.  Tbh, I can’t believe that I’ve not had a relapse yet.

I went through this phase of feeling like people were saying the meanest sh’; and that is on hundo, a sign that I am having a relapse; tho it seemed to go away on its own and that is something that I’m super grateful for and happy about.  It’s a scary time for me and I’m a little on edge; tho in a good way bc I’m watching out for signs that I might need help.

I have found that it is good to look at the terms and conditions for the offer I’m promoting.  This one says that I am able to use the company name in the header of my landing page w is something that I’m rly happy about.

I feel shame bc I’ve had to have lots of drugs bc of feeling ill.  I get ill like all the time and always need something to make me feel better; and to take away the headaches that I get.

I feel that my immune system is shot, w kinda worries me for when I get older; tho Ima just get on w it.

Everyone’s got problems and stuff they are dealing w and this makes me feel human w is actually kinda nice.  It’s comforting in a way.

I’m kinda wiggin out bc Idk whether the offer I have run, w make any money.

The metrics w be helpful tho.  They w tell me whether this offer is likely to make any money if I publish a landing page for it.

It’s all steps forward and it’s all good stuff.

The business has given me so much self esteem.  I feel this is bc it is exercising my brain and making me healthier in that regard.  It’s so much fun to do and I love it.

To The Business

Kirsty