Hey

I’ve just stopped off down Ferry Meadows, to write my blog, on the way to the shops.

I checked my ad campaign, and I haven’t had any clicks yet.  It is when this happens that I w k the cost per click, and k whether there is money in them there hills.

I’m not getting my hopes up as there is no reason to think that there w definitely be money in it.

I managed to throw together a landing page for my other offer, and I haven’t checked whether I have been approved or not.

I need to put images of the merchant in the page, bc atm I just have images of other companies w is not okay; it’s just not professional; so I w have to sort that out when I get a spare moment.

It’s an exciting time for me and I love it.  Tbh, I never thought that this whole shooting match w be so rewarding.  Like there’s such a buzz to get out of being good at something.

It’s also that I got over the belief that the business model I w taught w not make money.

It hurt so bad, when I ran my first campaign and it didn’t work; and that pain kinda instilled in me the belief that it w not a viable business model; a belief that actually is incorrect, and now, like I say, I have gotten over that, and learnt a lot of stuff along the way.

I guess the truth of it is is that I have to put the work in, to it.

It used to be the thought of having some money that rly lit me up over it; now it is that I am learning how to run a business.  I like that a lot.

Having run one offer, I’m able to rinse and repeat the process w w mean, hopefully, that I am off to the races.

There w this girl on YouTube, who w saying something or another about just running an offer, whether it w perfect or not; and that it w skyrocket the income, doing that.

I have to agree that running the offer w the best thing that I c have done.

I have been tidying my bedroom as well, w is rewarding also.  I took two big bags of clothes down to the collection point.  I am rly lucky to have one at the end of my street.

Hopefully, my medication w be reduced next month.  This should have me feeling much better in myself; the medication kinda makes me feel poorly.

I am actually surprised that coming down in dosage actually did not cause my any problems, and ready for the next step, taking things cautiously of course.

I want for my business to be making money, before I have come down to 2mg medication; tho I have no control over that, or soon after.

I am enjoying being around people, and it has changed my life.  I am now not so scared of people anymore.  I had gotten so fearful that being around them w just not possible.  Now I am glad to find out that my fears were the way they were bc of not knowing who I was dealing with.

In many ways, my life is coming together for me; and my self esteem has risen through all this.

I want to go on Tatiana, and tell everyone that I’ve made it.  I guess I’m looking to inspire people to think that they have the value to do the same.

Most of the reason I felt that it w not possible, w bc I felt a lot of shame inside and I thought that this kind of life w not for someone like me, that they were somehow  better than me, and that their money w the proof.

Everyone has equal value, whether or not I’m an entrepreneur.  It doesn’t change a thing, for me, or anyone else.

I leave it up to G, to judge who deserves to be punished.  I don’t have the bandwidth to k how much value people have.

To The Business

K