Hey

I want to get something off of my chest.

I have an assessment coming up, for my support.

I’m scared, as I don’t feel I’m able to work.  Idk whether they w approve me.

Aside from that, the business is going well.  I am running an offer that may be profitable.  It rly c go either way.  It just depends on whether Google Ads gives me the price of the ad that they have quoted me.  Sometimes they do and sometimes they don’t; and there’s no in between, as far as I’m aware.

I do feel that G w support me; as it says in the Bible that he k what I need before I even ask.  It rly is my faith that is getting me through rn.

Ik a little more about people now as well.  Ik who they are; and it has been the most lovely experience, finding out for the first time.

I w check, eagerly, later on, what cost per click I am getting.

Like I say; it c go either of two ways; and when I find out the cost per click, I w k for sure whether Ima make a living at it, for this offer.

This w boost my self esteem around the business, and having me looking for other offers and other ways of making money.

As they say, the most dangerous number in business is 1.  So I w need to diversify so that I am secure.

I have another two offers in the pipeline.

This is an exciting time of my life.

I’m not very well today.  I have been more ill than usual.  I got out of bed at like ten o’clock, w is super late for me and all I w doing is sleeping.

I think it w like eight o’clock, when I went to bed last night.

I have to do some shopping when I get back; or on the way back.

Seeing my friend, who looks super young, yesterday, has left me feeling hope that Ima look young.  I rly believe that when I follow J commandments for a bit longer, Ima look not a day over thirty, just like her.  Idk how she has done it.

I’m down the pub rn.  I’m having a beer.  I am starting to feel tipsy w is nice.

I’m just taking it easy today; and yesterday.  I even had to get a lift back, bc I w too ill to walk.

There is another issue.

W assessments, I have to give my name, address, and possibly my date of birth; and it c be a scammer who is calling.  This is hard for me, and I might ring them up to get the name of the assessor, who is doing me.

My psychiatrist is reducing my medication next month, I think; and I look forward to seeing how I feel when I have been on it for a while.

It is a black box medication w means that it has side effects that sometimes cause people to commit suicide.  It means that it’s probably affecting me quite a lot, Imo, and that’s why I want to see how I am when I am on less of it.

Tbh, my inability to work, may be solely down to the medication I am taking.

To This Difficult Time Of My Life.

Kirsty