I’m fed wup.
I gotta like wait ten days til Ima run my campaign.
The Google Evil Christmas Elves, have blocked me while I fill out Advertiser Verification.
You see, the thing is is that they caught me right at the point where my campaign w starting and it looks like I only got one click, bc they paused it; if that’s what happened. I don’t wanna think about the other option
And that’s the hard part of it; like waiting to find out if I am getting enough ads, and not just the one. It’s driving me the f out of my mind. It’s always there, in the back of my mind, niggling the f away at me, and I hate it. I just need these ten days to be over.
Plus, Idk whether I’m getting PIP, and there’s just so much stress atm.
Talking about PIP, they sent them back w their tail between their legs. I feel It w all about warmongering, w usually involves picking on the most vulnerable, imo. That’s all I feel it was, trying to sh’ on us from a great height.
They were trying to force it through w|o time to study it, trying to blind side us, I feel.
Also
What is going on in Gaza is literally the same as what happened w the Nazis, that’s if I can give them or should give them a capital letter.
They are dehumanising them, like they are so dumb for getting themselves killed and persecuted, I feel. They are literally blaming them for their own murder, like if they weren’t so ‘stupid’ they would not allow people to surround them w armies and kill them. Like what the hell are they supposed to do about it. It’s literally so insane Ima bug out of this one.
And it’s the f Jews who are doing it; like the same people who were persecuted in the second world war and genocided. It’s truly breathtaking that they c treat people, knowing first hand the evil of it; from the f victim’s point of view.
Tho, there is ethnic cleansing going on all over the world; tho why must we just make like there is nothing w w w they are doing. Like why w Donald Trump fire on Iran. Why the hell are we defending people like that, getting drawn into war; for them. They don’t deserve it; at all.
I don’t wanna get too deep into it, tho Ima say that Gaza is the victim here.
It’s the story of Lazarus. He w thought of as being worthless by the rich man who refused to clean his wounds and get him back to a state where he could support himself. Lazarus went to heaven and the rich man went to hell.
People think of homeless people as vermin; tho they are just victims who just got noshed, my word, and went on that slippery slope of people thinking them more and more worthless, until they ended up right at the bottom of the pile; that being proof for most people of their lack of worth, when it w regular people like you and me, dehumanising them more and more after just making one small error.
On being dehumanised, they slipped more; then were dehumanised more, and slipped even more, and so on and so on, until they, like I say, were deemed utterly worthless. I’ve explained this before; how cruel regular people who are seen as high worth, can be; in fact how evil everyone is.
You don’t need a lethal weapon to kill, you can just look at someone the wrong way, perpetually, until they are so ground down to the bone that they are exhausted and don’t have the strength to fight anymore.
I’ve seen what it is like to be stared at by every single person in the street, until I ended up w mental illness, I feel.
That’s what it is like w war. A little battle here, then a bigger one and a bigger one and finally we are at world war three; and that’s why I don’t like attacks on Iran. It’s just bc Trump had murder in his heart after all the Ukraine killing; looking for that next battle, I feel, that next escalation; sending us on a path from which there is no return.
We need to be careful; and that w w that whole dehumanising the sick w all about. We need more war income to fight more battles, and escalate things. It’s no coincidence that the money w coming from the sick, that is w war is all about, I feel. It smacks of psychopathy. It reeks of it so f bad. In fact, I’m calling them out that whoever cooked this up actually has ASBD, I feel.
To Ending War, By Choosing To Not Fight Another One, It Rly Is That Simple
K