Hey

I am feeling such good energy w the offer I am promoting, that my heart is literally singing; and the offer I am also working on.

This energy has come from me deciding that Ima just take a break for four days, while I find out whether the offer is working.

I said to myself that I w not worry; that I wouldn’t do anything for the offer, except those things that I w be doing anyway; like when I feel like it.  The main benefits of my efforts, coming from just waiting to see whether the offer is a good ad price; coming from the energy I feel inside.

I’ve done energy work before.

Once I took a whole day off to feel the energy of positivity for what I w working on, and it w some of the most important work I have done.  Similarly, I need to feel this amazing energy and rly make space for it in my being.  I must not worry or work too hard while I am in this phase.  Like I say, most of the work w be just feeling my energy.

This for me is the most rewarding kind of work.

You see, it’s to do w self esteem.  Self esteem is never a lie.  It is never arrogance or manipulation.  It is good to feel it and it is also super healthy.

Self esteem is exactly w w give rise to healthy behaviour and stop bad behaviour; as bad behaviour is always caused by shame and the person trying to feel good about themselves when they have low self esteem.

It is actually the opposite; and that is why it is so important for me to just take time out and to feel it.

In Other News

I walked two hours to get to Knit And Natter today.  It feels good to have done that.

I need to walk to the shop in a minute and get some stuff.  I need marge and eggs; oh, and milk.

I keep my milk in a separate budget to my other shopping.  I just buy it and don’t care how much it costs.

I’m looking forward to my beer on Thur.  it has been three days since I have had one.

I love that the buzz is so much better when I don’t have more than two a week.  It’s a lovely place to drink also, w adds to the vibe a lot.

I’ve contacted Pure Electric to get my Certificate of Conformity.  I hope they get back to me, as their customer service.. well, when I’m in the chat and I leave the chat they don’t fw it.

This kinda feels scary.  It feels like I c get caught not being able to get help from them.  I did it by email.

I’m thinking about CBD, and how if I use concentrates it might give me a good feeling off of it.  I use the kind that has a little THC in it.  I just had some.

I think my tooth that w loose is getting firmer.  This w be bc I w disrespecting it; brushing it with the full pressure of sonic toothbrush.  It rly seems to have done the trick.

I love that I have my issues.  It makes me feel human.  I used to feel shame when I found anything or anyone difficult.  Now I love it.  I love that some things and some people are hard to deal w.

To Feeling Human

K