Hey

I went to croquet, and something rly important happened.  I asked if Ima leave bc I w exhausted by the game.  I went and ate my sandwich.

I soon realised that, the reason I had felt that something w w that I couldn’t put my finger on, w bc I had eaten at six am, bc I needed to go to my Nurse’s appointment.  I had not eaten for six hours.

This rly is the first time where I’ve asked if Ima be excused bc of not feeling well.  It is a big step to being a big girl who can speak up for herself.  It also allowed me to figure out w w w.

Next time Ima take a sandwich or some brekky biscuits and have them at the ready when I start to feel weird.  It w be totally okay to ask if Ima have a little nibble, and don’t feel well.

This makes me so happy bc next time.. well there won’t be a next time.

I have run my business offer at full tilt, except I’m yet to turn it up to the level I want it.  We w see whether it makes any money or not.

I also am aware that ad spend affects the cost per ad; so I should be able to scale if I just about break even, and buy more ads and then see profit in it; Idk.  It’s just something to be aware of.

The business w do nothing for a while.  I shouldn’t rly see any commissions, until I have posted at least 25 ads, w is a few days of running it.

I’m aiming for fifty ads a week, hopefully bringing me two conversions a week.  And like I say, hopefully they w pay for the ads.

This is the most important thing I have done in business, is running an offer and just seeing whether it works or not.

This is the very first stage in having a business and nothing happens until this has gone forward; in the context of.. this w be the thing that stops people from having a successful business, that they never run the offer and just seeing w happens; and it is the only thing that can kill a business.

Once this is out of the way, I’ve kinda made it, bc I w never have this stopping me again.

I just need to be super kind to myself and not work too hard and just let the offer run and just chill the hell out in the meantime.

I must not get too stressed out bc I w only do the business if it is fun; I have to keep it enjoyable to do.  So that’s where I am w the business, and it’s super exciting.

I love running the business and it makes me happy.  I love the challenge of it, and getting nearer to profit all the time; and growing in my mindset to feeling like I got what it takes to smash it.

It is my mindset that has be believing that it’s worth running it to see whether it w work; my mindset that thinks that my landing page has enough value to be worth a shot.

My mindset grows all the time I am doing the business, and it feels amazing bc it equates to self belief w is highly sought after among people and there’s even a flyer on the wall about self belief at the centre that supports my mental health.  It’s good for everyone, and it makes me so happy to have this quality w|i myself.

I kinda thought w the business that my self esteem w arrive when I made like a crazy amount of money at it; like w my first big cheque.

This is not actually true and it is something that has grown the whole while I have been doing it.  It has been amazing to witness this and feel the joy of this feeling.

To The Business

K