Hey

I’m down the pub.  I set out early this morning and went to Ferry Meadows first.

I had my coffee this morning, and it w enough that I didn’t need another one till just now.

I have to pick up my prescription on the way back.  I’ve been having trouble remembering bc of having my medication lowered.

She said to try on the way back, bc she didn’t have it earlier.

Yesterday, I spoke to someone at croquet and she w so nice and rly supported me w feeling like I wasn’t my best bc of, having my medication lowered.  It meant a lot that she texted me this morning.

I have to get some shopping as well, and remember to get a sandwich.

I actually feel moved as to how people feel about me, and it makes me want to do my best during this challenging time.  If this is empathy, it’s just such a strong feeling.

I w branded w emotionally unstable personality disorder.  I guess this is my feelings coming back, in part, or fully, Idk.

I’m on the road to caring w I do w my life.  I’m doing pretty well atm, when it comes to making the right choices and being sensible.  I rly just need to continue this and keep myself safe.

I feel like Ima cry, like people care about me.  I’m not going to tho.  Omg, this feeling.

Moving On

I kinda got to thinking that Ima have the things I need in life.  It’s like knowing how to Ace life; just follow J’s commandments.  I even think they w heal me or have healed me from the personality disorder.

It’s the perfect way to level up.  It just raises the vibration perpetually.  There rly is nothing to worry about when my confidence just gets better and better.

Like I say tho, I must keep myself safe at this challenging time.  It’s a lot of weight on my shoulders that everyone just wants the best for me, and I am the only one who can deliver on that.

I’ve got like an hour before the bus comes back.  There’ll be like a nice wait in the village, I won’t stay here for like the whole time.  I don’t like to be at the pub more than an hour.

I got some biscuits that have honey in them.  They were a little bit dearer than the ones with chocolate, tho I thought that it w be well worth it.  The choccy ones are so nice and I imagine that the honey ones w be just absolutely to die for.

I need a little snacky every now and then.  This walking is just taking up so many calories, that I keep needing to shove food down my gob, and Idk when that w be.

I’m actually shocked at what empathy feels like and what a motivating force it is.

there is some kinda dinner cooking, and it smells well nice.

The business w definitely have to wait.  I feel like things are getting a little crazy rn.

I want to have transport, and hopefully I w be able to get that sorted out.  The problem is is that, though, that I walk into Town to catch the bus and that’s super healthy for me.  I feel that when I am able to get about, I w just not bother walking, so it w probably be best to keep things as they are for a while.

To Empathy, and it’s motivating power

K