I guess it’s a slow process of calming down, letting the anger go. It w all about feeling sexually threatened. That’s why it w hard to let the anger go.
I felt that if I let it go, I w be taken advantage of.
The most evil thing I have learned as a female, is that the most dangerous thing, when it comes to be taken advantage of, is to deem people to be that kind of threat.
I’m still scared that if I let my guard down, there w be trouble.
In Other News
I w watching Luna Bloom. She said, I’m Luna Bloom, and you’re watching the Disney Channel.
This sucked me into the reality I had when I w a kid. I c feel the vibes.
It seems that this, letting go of the cycle that perpetuates me feeling like people are victimising me, has, opened up my reality to be able to step into this parallel dimension.
I w only there for a short while, tho it gave me motivation to carry on w this.
I think it’s common knowledge that women feel that they are in sexual danger all the time. It w on the Barbie film.
Tho, that is women. I feel that kids don’t feel so scared of said danger.
I feel that it is fear that has kept me out of said reality. Locked me out and thrown away the key for so long; being scared of so many things, crippled w fear actually.
Maybe fear is an entity that must be dealt w. Maybe it has form. Maybe it is Satan. Overcoming a person’s reality till they end up in hell. The growth of this fear, being a lifelong process that leads to death.
I have well learnt that fear only leads to more fear, and so on and so on. Fear is something to be deathly scared of, tho not in that way. It is to be scared of the fear itself and it’s power to damn.
It hinged on anger. I felt myself getting angry at feeling people were just toxic af. I had to let that anger go, bc it is J’s commandment to not be angry at one’s brother or sister.
That w the key, it let me out of fear.
When out of fear, what’s left; true reality, as I felt it last night.
It shows me that being in kid reality is totally possible, as I’ve just been there. C being fully in kid reality halt the aging process.
All it w have to do, w be, stimulate the hedgehog pathway. That is all that’s needed. It’s not a huge biological step.
Supplements like Curcumin and Ginger, and Korean Ginseng, do that.
I feel that it is so close to the tipping point of like a cascade reaction where reversing aging happens. Like me, atm w the Curcumin I’m taking.
What I’m saying is that it w only take like a little noodge, to get me over that line, and being in kid reality c do it.
To Kid Reality
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