Hey

It’s three thirty am, I’m having my coffee.

Like I said before, I feel that I w be more in reality, when I come down off my medication.  It covers up the feeling of realness.

I feel this w mean that I feel less scared of people.  Like, there w this dude, and I didn’t like the way he w looking at me, have you ever had that.

I had this dream, where I w in China, and I felt that the rest of the world w smarter than we are.  They all had these boxes blocking up their sheds bc they had been given something large.  I met the world’s top trader, he w a character.

In another dream, someone said that the markets w keep going up until people felt that everyone w smarter than they are.

This actually is a huge opportunity to buy stocks when the market falls; stocks like apple and sh’.  I might look into how fast the market recovers after a huge dump, it might bounce back like to a slightly higher level w|i 24 hours, making a huge profit.

The real secret to wealth is that it is w|i.  A person’s value or her ability to make money is w|i themselves.  It is self esteem.

I w watching American Horror Story, and someone said that beauty can open any door.  As can self esteem.

That’s why older people feel that they’re on the scrap heap, they have no self esteem.  I’ve totally reversed that.  That’s the hugest boundary to people finding employment; they feel that everyone is trying to keep them out.  They feel that one has to be like grandiose or something to get the best job, not true.  Anyone w do, who is confident to do it.

It’s like that confidence that kids have when they do apprenticeships, they are snapped up.  They just see someone who is eager to learn and do their best and rly take pride in the company.  They have that youthful optimism, as the guy said in The Order.

I fell asleep yesterday before I’d had tea, so Ima just fry up the vegetables that I chopped and have noodles.  I’ve been having vegetable chow mien every day.  I need to, until my broccoli is used up.

Normally I’m going balls up when I haven’t eaten anything, tho I’m okay.  I feel it’s bc I don’t worry about the fact I’m hungry anymore.

On second thought, w happens to crypto, after a huge dump in the markets.  I must not go there.  I must not get distracted from the business.

I have to install my Google Tag, w is a funny way of saying getting value for my ads; and like I say, w just targeting only the age group who click on my ads that should lower the price by around forty percent on top.

That means that the people who vibe w my ad are the same people who vibe w my landing page, so it w be easy to write just for them.  I’ve just gotta be super dope and I’ll be speaking their language.

Self esteem is the one thing that w make or allow people to make money online.  This is why it’s so hard.  People take years to get their self esteem to the level they need to be profitable at it.  It’s got nothing to do w how hard they try to get things working.

In fact, trying too hard to get things working w actually lower self esteem bc it’s off putting every time something doesn’t work.

I remember feeling like I had the sh’ beat out of me, when I felt I got f by Google the first time.  I felt like the most worthless sack of sh’ ever.  It w horrid.  I rly had my ass handed to me.

Yes, all that’s required is that people believe in themselves.  That belief takes hella time to cultivate and grow to the level required to achieve anything.  People tend to think that those who have, are somehow better than them.  This is somewhat hella unhealthy and w work it’s not hard to start seeing the truth.

To Self Esteem

K


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