People stopped doing it, or something like that. I have to keep in mind, J’s commandments of do not throw your pearls to swine.
This is around judgement. It is to make me not feel that no one is doing anything. It’s to be clear that there is no judgement whether people are doing anything, not people are not doing anything. There’s a clear difference.
The latter, I c approach someone evil thinking that no one is doing anything, and get taken advantage of, whereas the other way, I w be wary, not judging whether they w do anything or not.
That brings into play, that commandment of, do not throw your pearls to swine, w is rly scary, bc it means getting attacked, maybe killed. I never k what that commandments meant until now.
I w walking home from croquet, trying to believe that all people w not do anything and it just didn’t work for me and it’s a good job it didn’t. This meant I had to double down on not thinking bc I w trying rly hard to figure it out.
It w like a switch. One minute they were all pi’ be off, I felt, and then, nothing. It w so f crazy. I w on the bus, and they weren’t even doing it then. It w like they had stopped. I feel it w bc they were judging me and now they are not, tho I mustn’t judge that that w w it w.
In Other News
I’ve got trouble contacting my Google Ads Dedicated Support, bc their number is blocked, tho I can’t find it in my blocked contacts. They’ve asked if there is another number they can ring me on.
The only thing left for me to do, is check my sleep focus and see if it’s blocked there. That c be it, it c be sleep focus.
And also; it’s sanity. When it feels like people are not doing anything most of the time, that’s sanity. I feel that is w drives people to have schizophrenia, is that feeling that people are doing something all the time.
And the crazy thing is is that more a person feels it the more they get angry and the more they feel they do it. It’s a cycle that literally leads to madness, possibly even death.
I wonder if that’s how people end up homeless; losing their well to do-ness and then this cycle kicks off around their social status, leading to homelessness. This cycle is vicious and there is nothing to stop it once it has begun.
I feel that is how it is tied into the aging process. Once aging has begun, there is nothing to stop it. It’s very interesting, and I love all these new things.
I suppose that is why wealth is attractive, bc people feel that people w never be able to kinda persecute them this way. They w be free from the nosh as I call it.
That’s what I thought. I thought that once people c not fw me, I w be free of all mental illness; tho they say that money does nothing for that and that people still be having mental illness when they have money.
Ik why people don’t like this town. They feel that people are trying to be rude all the time, like I felt people were. Like I said tho, there is evil everywhere. It feels tho, that they single out people w high self esteem, Idk. This place definitely feels a bit gritty.
Ik that healing w take forever. This w help me get a job tho, to feel that people are not doing anything.
I also wonder if it happens w sex. Like girls feel that people are being letchy, and the more they feel it, the more they do it and there is a nosh that leads to them being taken advantage of. That is a concept I never wanted to learn, tho feel that it is the truth. It is the most evil thing I have learned as a woman.
It seems to apply to all kinds of fear, like being robbed or anything.
It c be the fear of never being socially elevated enough. Like, not being scared of that, and never feeling like people keeping me down c be the way to get there; if that’s w I w and Idk. It opens up that possibility tho.
In fact, not judging opens up all possibilities in life, bc the person is no longer blocked from transferring anywhere in reality. Their dreams become possible. C this even defeat death.
To No Longer Being Blocked
K
Miss K 