When I woke up today, I didn’t feel like I w having a total anxiety attack. I feel it’s, bc, Idk whether people are being massive posers anymore. I feel it literally took all the pressure off.
I’m scared for my Google Ads appointment tho. I’ve only felt bad things for Google Ads, like that they are extremely neglectful, and just grabby, when it comes to money.
I wondered the difference between someone w anxiety and someone w|o. Is it just that we don’t worry about all the bad things that are gonna happen, and just let them happen. C it be the act of me, trying to protect myself that is causing it. Just to accept that there is pain in life and be cool w it
I c make out like I’m somebody no one messes w, tho w that be a lie. I think people only mess w people who they feel have something against them. Like the people on the bus. I feel they sensed that I w rly seeing them, and that gave them anxiety. The more nervous I got, the more nervous they got, like they were trying to hide themselves from being seen by me, Idk. I feel it w just their anxiety setting mine off; or my anxiety setting their’s off, Idk.
Like I said tho, it’s super duper important to not judge them either way; that they are doing it and that they aren’t doing it. Thinking better of people who c be a real threat can lead to rage against me and attack. I’m glad that I’ve got that figured out.
I just feel that everyone is evil, and leave it at that; J says so.
Bc we come from a physical world. The universe w born and we all come from it. It is a physical world and that makes it evil. It is only the spiritual that is righteous, tho some people do come from heaven to here. I feel that evil just means physical.
I feel that people have evolved to nosh each other, to always be trying to push each other down, w|o even realising that that is w they are doing. It’s just how human being operate.
I feel that bc we have brains and we are sentient, people think that we are correct. I disagree. I feel that people are harming others all the time, and that it’s not only people in prison who have done egregious harm to others. I feel people harm each other all the time, w|o even knowing it, and no one is exempt.
I feel that is w J’s commandments are for; to allow us to escape this harm being done to us. That’s all it is, it gives us that breathing room to grow spiritually. Plus judgement for me rly is evil. It just makes people pick on others, for example war, ethnic cleansing etc. All these boundaries in society, social class etc. It just feels like everyone is wrangling w each other all the time, in a low key, thinking their hands are clean kinda way.
I think the most dangerous thing is when people think they are right and they convince others of their opinion, spreading the evil across the land like some kind of destructive fire, the different class levels, munching away at each other, in some kind of silent war. An opinion outbreak, leads to persecution.
I just feel that we are DNA nanobots, waging psychological war on each other; essentially just bc that’s the way we were brought up. We think we are better than others, purely bc that w how we were raised, unable to think past that formative conditioning. sounds extremely close minded to me, and describes most people.
Everyone stuck in a little box that they can’t get out of. That’s why it is so hard to move between classes, bc our judgement keeps us tethered to them. Our judgement actually keeps us trapped.
I feel we are trapped in our own judgement like a prison. Unable to see the world as it is, blinded to reality. Trying to break out w opinions that just strengthen the chains, every opinion an attack on others.
It feels like Meyer, the illusory energy, is just keeping us where we belong, to mix religions.
The problem is that opinion is like radiation. It can reach critical mass and cause global war. It is all that fight, not just the military. Opinion starts it and perpetuates it, that the other side deserve to die.
We think we are sentient tho we c kill all of us w|o even knowing we have sinned. Opinion is dangerous, dehumanisation, being the tool of the sinner.
I feel that every time someone looks down on someone, they are hurting them indirectly, and also that those who do that feel righteous in themselves for saying it, like that makes them better than them, so their self esteem goes up for a brief moment, feeling grandiose, kinda high and mighty. I feel that is how they feed off of others.
It is self esteem. People take it from others. It is a commodity.
To Not Judging
K
Miss K 