Hey

I have a headache, and it’s painful.

I’m at home.  I’ve been here all day.  I’ve been in bed.  I’m not very well.  I have a temperature.

The washing machine repairman came.  He looked at my machine, and said that they w need to order a part.

I’m scared that it w cost a fortune; that he w charge me callout, both days.

I couldn’t go out today.  I w have made myself sicker.  I had booked a Mahjong club, tho, I wasn’t able to go, bc I had forgot all about the man coming today.

I rang up in the morning to find out whether he w coming.  I had no text off them, like I w supposed to get.  I asked if it w today, they said yes, and gave me a three hour time slot.

My head is kinda killing me; getting twinges every few seconds.

I booked the Mahjong, bc there is nothing on w the pétanque till the eleventh.

I don’t want to take painkillers.  I feel they make me feel worse; kinda freaked out.

I bought some CaAKG; tho it looks sketch af, and it’s going straight in the bin.

My temperature is down a bit.

I’m now eating, some breakfast cereal.

The thing w these pills, is that they are way too big.  They also say that they contain a lot less.

I’m thinking about when I used to watch Corrie, at my grandparent’s house.  The music is super depressing.  I feel that all adults feel this way.

As a kid, it rly stood out as kinda, adult reality w a bit wac, and was, this way.

I want to get back to, feeling that depressing people, are a bit weird.

I’ll be going for a beer tomorrow.  I wasn’t able to have one today.  I w have Coke, first; that’s if I’m well.

I just wanna be super careful; like I just don’t want to put myself at risk; I feel that illness is actually dangerous.

I’ll need maybe, to get a taxi, to get some shopping.

I also have some bus tickets, that I c use, to get to town.

I feel that things w feel better, when I am healed, that things w feel more positive.  I want to feel that my neighbours are, on my side; that this town is a nice place to live, and that I feel safe here.

I just ordered some more CaAKG, and put them in the bin.

I want to feel happier.  I feel it’s my opinion of where I live, that needs to change.

I believe that I can change this town, bc changing the internal state of me, that way it w, seem different.

I rly want to be all better tomorrow.  I feel, that, in a few hours, my headache should be gone.

I want to be able to get on w everything.  I like to be on top of things.  I want lots of shopping in my cupboards.

Idk, whether, they w charge me for the repair.  The girl said to me that they should have taken out the bolts.

To Being Well

K