Hey

I’m down Ferry Meadows, having my Coke

I just wanna say, I’m grateful to the powers that be, for making certain drugs illegal and keeping us safe.

I recovered quite well from this illness.  For awhile there I thought it might be a problem, because it would take me about a week to recover.

My focus really has been the commandment of do not get angry at your brother or sister, above over and above, all the other commandments I do not worry do not judge and stuff like that. it just seems more of a powerful commandment to me.

And that judging in itself is bounce of anger like a trip where I go into all this judgement and it’s really just a bout of anger.

I suppose it’s it’s being angry. It’s being fed up with feeling that people are so triggering.

I’m holding my phone here, under the table, to keep it out of the rain

i’m using the voice thingy, to record into here, because I’ve left my keyboard at home.

I’ve gotta go soon, cause I’ve got a flu jab at 12 o’clock.

There were these millionaire property investors; and they said that the price of houses only goes up.  I feel it’s equally possible to invest in self-esteem because self-esteem only goes up.

I think it’s time for me to finally accept that it will take me to where I wanna go.

Telling myself that there’s no point in getting upset really just help me a lot these days.

I told myself that reality is there, underneath everything.  Soon I’ll find out whether that’s true.

Somehow, I’ve gotta get this beer down me in 20 minutes.

Getting in back into proper reality, just seems like a total normal things for me now. I just accept it and feel that it is the truth.

Enough this happened now to lead me to believe that these Commandments are totally correct. i’ve gone from a gibbering wreck to a dope person.

It feels ironic to me that I was the furthest from reality my whole life and now I may end up the sanest.

With Instagram, I think all I need to do is, just log into Facebook with one of my Facebook accounts that is on matter and then when I go into the hell it’ll take me through to the help. I just have to be logged into Facebook or it won’t work. I thought it was really crazy and effed up, but I guess it’s just pretty simple.

I just find not being able to get into the help, somewhat triggering. it’s like they have a responsibility to like be there,for people you know.

I think it’s really just fear, of being locked out, and denied by a computer. I think that’s why computers are so scary so arbitrary, you know and this is fear, that they can just make a choice to just just say they’re not gonna help you, you know.

I think the truth about human beings, is though that, they can just say they’re not gonna help also.

I guess I’m just really not a kid of the digital age.  There is like this really strong hatred, of computers within.

I don’t think being dope is being against everyone. it’s definitely having my own authentic vibe though. Ima choose who I want to be. I don’t feel that being different is having it out for people.

This is a serious shortage of dopeness in the world. I shouldn’t be ashamed of being dope. It kind of feels like I’m cheating though, like I could walk straight into something super dope, just by being so savvy.

To Being Super Dope

K