Hey

It’s two am, I have my coffee

As I woke up this morning, I remember two Pakistanis who were sl off gay people; not the most pleasant thing to remember.

If I hate on them, I become like them, I see that.  I feel it’s their culture that is responsible for this.

That’s the thing about judgement, it w kinda make me a little like the person I am judging.  It doesn’t matter if I’m right.  It’s allowing myself, my soul, to be poisoned by people.  The one thing that I w hate, w be to become like them.

That’s all judgement is, it’s like a soul toxin.  I must avoid it at all cost.  All the dysfunctional behaviour I see around me, judgement is responsible for that.  It is essentially w makes the world evil, that and worry.  I feel it has an immediate effect on people, lowering them.

That’s w I must continue to do, avoid being poisoned by it, and continue rising up in my self esteem.  Again, should I have said anything to them, it w have been the parable of the wicked or unmerciful servant, and I w have been punished severely.

I must remember how toxic I used to be, and forgive them; and not make it a racial thing, from my end.

In Other News

I create a Facebook account today, hopefully.  That is all I w do.  It w take a lot of effort, and I might not even get it all done.  I accept the irony of opening an account, only to check my help responses and never use Facebook.  It is w it is.  It’s only business.

I never fw Facebook.  I felt it w only there for people to take shots at each other; and to see horrid things that no one should see.  I had no use for it.

Tumblr w w I w fw.  I loved Tumblr, for the inspirational pages.  Like, people from abuse, w say how they have healed and how one day, everything w be alright; dope.  Everyone on Tumblr w completely out of their f minds, w I loved.  I also feel it w w all the gays were at, ugh.  It’s a bit pornographic for my tastes nowadays.  Idk why porn is so toxic, tho it surely is.

So, w the business, it’s rly just running campaign after campaign, w should be rly easy on Insta, bc it’s so quick to set them up.  W Google, I w have to book a two hour bull sh session w technical support to set up conversion tracking or my campaigns w rip me off.  I feel indignated that they are controlling my landing page, w is nothing to do w them, it is not an ad; and like I have said before, it’s hard sell.  They are trying to get at my living budget w just is not nice, I feel.  F it, while I’m at it, I feel the ads are inflated price.  It w the bullying I felt I w endure and had endured before, that saw me off.  I’m very against toxicity, as a person.

My vibe requires complete chillness, or I can’t function at the high flow state level.  The bullying w just against my ability to be in flow essentially, it w have killed my business, I feel.

Insta ads, is super nice and I love it and am very happy that I stumbled across it, as it keeps my vibe chill.  I’m hoping that this Facebook thingy w be the only bull sh thing that I encounter; as I’ve created my ad already, and it’s ready to go.  It w just the payment method that went flop.

I feel that dogma w created when human beings were not human.  The Bible says that the world came into being on account of the testimony of Simon.  I feel that dogma is evil trying to control people still.  Needless to say, I don’t care for dogma.  It is against creativity as well, as all artists w testify.  As an authentic person, I w prefer to be free to do whatever the f I want.

Authenticity is actually the beauty of the soul, trying to express itself; wondrous, captivating, and graceful.  That should never be manipulated, or oppressed.  As an authentic person, I look at developing countries in abject horror.

My honest opinion is that we crusaded to the Ottoman Empire and took these teachings, J commandments from people who w have hidden them, on account of the shame of killing Jesus.  We saved the world.  That is why our country developed and others after two thousand years have not.  Realtalk.

To Authenticity

K