Judgement, how it works
Say I call someone a fool. J says something like anyone who calls someone a fool, is in danger of the fires of hell.
So what if someone calls someone a fool. Well if I think, that that person is a fool, then I am in danger of the fires of hell.
I feel that c be blocking me from the reality I want, so I hope to tell myself, every time that I look at that person, that they are not a fool.
This may have equipped me w the tools to get to the reality I want. It came rly from feeling like everyone w talking evil about me. J says great is your reward in heaven. Could this be my reward, to be set on the path to get to my goal.
In Other News
The question of anxiety
If I w so stressed out, that to mess up rly bad, w f me up, then how can it be right to chill when I need to make sure that I deal right when I miss the bus, for example.
The truth is, that when I got my anxiety down, it didn’t matter for sh, whether I got there.
I then started to look at me; like I felt like everyone w bat sh crazy, tho how crazy am I. Like I’ll only be sane for a little while, before I feel that someone is just.. it’s their motives that feel uncomfortable to me. Idk whether I am any saner.
I am getting better tho. I no longer have schizophrenia.
There’s a serious storm coming on Fri, and Ima not go out. Ima just go to Town and get some shopping.
It feels good to me, that Ima feel even better in myself. I have now the awareness that there is lots more progress to be made, w has made me feel so much better.
This is the gift that keeps on giving. My recovery just goes on and on. This is one of the things that I like the most about J’s commandments. It gives me rl joy.
Like for G to just keep giving me help, more and more, all the time I follow these commandments just feels like amazing rly. Ik I am on the right path.
I’ll have my lunch soon, I’m feeling kinda peckish. I have been eating less. I thought that I should eat more, wondering if eating less triggered my challenging day I had recently, tho on second thoughts I just don’t rly feel that it had anything to do w it.
I got to pétanque late, bc the bus never showed, tho I had a good time and w there for coffee, w I love. The sun w out, and I enjoyed playing.
The AI image, went rly well, it looks amazing. I have also been offered like a discount that makes it super cheap. When I have time, I need to accept it. I set a reminder for when I get home. Hey Siri, set a reminder for when I get home. What do you need to be reminded about. Artist.
This time, I feel that I w recover, before it actually happens, w w be a much better option. I rly do feel blessed.
I just need to do some shopping on my way home, Idk what Ima get. Eggs, and potatoes and stuff, enough to fill my bag enough.
For some reason I feel that I have rly achieved something today, Idek what I have done.
To More Days Like This
K
Miss K 