Month: Nov 2025

It’s two am, I have my coffee I feel that all adults judge.  There are opposing judgements; like w one demographic, judging the other, and them judging them back. I’m finding it hard to not judge, rn, knowing this.  In fact, I struggle w judgement all the time.  I just keep it out my mind as best I…

I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD Pétanque w fun; like it’s the first time, when I felt it w fun.  I feel that that’s how it is w socializing, that it’s fun. Everybody has their quirks.  Everybody makes mistakes.  It just makes it fun.  Like, honestly, the only thing allowing me to cope w the social interaction w J’s…

It’s three am, I have my coffee I think I’ve got an interview from one of the vacancies I went for.  Should I get an interview, I w say how I feel about the interview game, and I feel it’s rly gonna shock the person I’m talking to. If I get a job, from the ones…

I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD I feel that this guy said to me that I had totally missed that, talking about a girl who looked like she w turning round on her bike for, you know what.  His wife said something too. I had funny comments, too I feel, at the doctors.  I felt this woman…

I’m down fairy Meadows  I’m into the territory again where I’m not thinking. I don’t know how I got here, but I’m glad I made this choice. Really I was worried about toxic, moaning, after being at one of my groups and empathizing with a lot of people doing that. it’s just not my thing…

I’m at home, having CBD I did something, and the problem w w that it worked too well.  I don’t like it when people look at me sometimes, and I closed my eyes so that when the person looked at me, they got nothing. I didn’t want to come across as saying, you don’t deserve to…

It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee I w feeling the midnight judgies, a little bit.  I put it down to being hungry bc of eating so long ago.  If I’m unable to control my mind, I might need a slice of bread. The problem is how much people open up around me; and then I…