I kinda unleashed the King Kong sized sh storm, I’m still trying to sort it out. It’s kind of fun though, and like a really perverse way; I just I don’t know, if it’s enjoying the challenge, or if I just like the frustration.
Though I kind of got addicted to it, I feel I’ve got addicted to it.
It’s a beautiful sunny day today. I was commenting before, on how the winters don’t even bother me anymore. We’ve had these, beautiful sunny days, paired with, the most dreadful, grey, bleak days.
I watched doll this morning on twitch, she really cheered me up; there’s something about the energy that I resonate with so much, it’s so uplifting, like the vibe.
She was on later, so I only caught like 20, 40 minutes, I then had to listen as I walked to town.
I’m really leaning into not thinking, it’s medicine to me. It helps me stay calm, and I feel I have this effect on my mind, something quite profound, it just gradually, kind of eradicates, the wiring in me, that kind of hurts me with my own thoughts.
I feel like the fog lifting, on wanting to think certain things; like it has less power over me now.
Miss K 