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It’s about one am, I have my coffee

Christmas Vibes, yes it w.

Kinda confuses me how Christmas vibes may only be felt for one day a year; kinda makes me believe in the holy spirit.

Down Ferry Meadows, the vibes were just on point; there w a race down there.  I kept hearing this cow bell, as they were onto their last lap.  So many hot girls, I felt kinda uncomfortable.

The sun w out, all Christmas Day, w w just lovely.  The ride back in the taxi, I felt like I w a millionaire or something, driving past this estate w such vibes.  Idk who this taxi driver w, tho he w up there.

Then I got back, and w just feeling Christmas vibes, watching ASMR Caitlyn and stuff; I fell asleep.

Charged my scooter, for tomorrow, as that taxi w hella expensive.

I w looking at Nike Stuff to wear, tho Idk if I even need anything.  Also, a microwave and a bed, do I need them.

I w wearing these Regatta, pants; to keep the wind off, and I loved the way I looked.  It w be hella cold next month, and it w be my look.

I wanted to do the business like rn, tho, I’m still feeling the vibes, tho Ima call it the Sabbath.

In Other News

I have discovered the Mind Mash; w is a state of mind, where my mind is just coming at me, tho kinda f me up.  Anything and every thought I think w be in that zhé.  It’s a time to just not think, rejecting all that is going round my head.

It’s a situation where Ima actually realize that I’m in a Mind Mash, and that the thoughts I’m thinking have no value; a far cry from being fooled by it.

I managed to get into Facebook.  This is a step towards, getting my Insta sorted.  W this step done, it’s just going through the process of creating an ad; and then linking my accounts together.

This gift of the Kid Consciousness, is the best.  It doesn’t get me all excited, tho it is so nice to finally be at peace.  A Christmas, where I feel it the way I used to, just is the best.  Ik that I am not lacking anything.

The next stop along the way, is the utopia I used to feel.

I feel the utopia, is something to do w never feeling like anyone is saying anything about me.  It somehow affects the mind to just allow me to feel that people just are supportive or something like that, or just changes their vibe to pleasant or that they are trying to do the right thing or just life is for people, not against them, Idk.

Like the very fabric of life is more fair; and abundant.

And Caffein made me feel more sane; w w super weird.  This w day before yesterday.  It’s a trade off.  I have to make sure that I can get to sleep.

I w wondering, if I w be able to keep the Christmas Vibes, all year round, as I should have the holy spirit w|i me, for being more righteous than when I w younger, I feel.  It feels so good.

I had some nuts yesterday, and then some melon.  It’s good to have some Christmas nibbles.

I’m thinking about the journey I’ve been on, through my life, w|i my own consciousness and how it is possible for the experience to vary greatly.  J, is definitely feel more okay w|i myself.