It’s midnight, I have my coffee; and I had a little toot of CBD
As far as running the campaign, is concerned; Ijdc whether it works or not. I have been super kind to myself, in not telling myself that it w.
I may have the chance to run it this morning, Idk. There’s like some extra stuff that Ima have to do, and Idk how long that w take.
I got to like hitting a few brick walls, every day. Things were moving forward pretty good. I’ve managed to recover Facebook as well. I lost my password, bc I hit skip, when I w putting it in.
I wonder if the Valproic Acid I took has had any anti aging effects on me. On this website for it, it said that it w an anti aging molecule in mice.
Say I w G, and I blammed the big bang in a certain way. I c move a particle, like, one billionth of an angstrom like to the left and change the reality on just one planet, whether someone w gonna meet someone on the way to the shop.
Everything c be aligned for what I need, and w everyone needs; including the molecules I have taken so far and am taking.
I guess I trust G, that she w give me w I need. In fact, that she has already given me it, when she created the universe.
Maybe I am addicted to psychological change; first from one side of the rainbow to the other, and now, from adult to youth.
..knowing that it is possible to change.
Having tasted just a sip of that, I’m like, gimme more.
And change it has been, fundamentally just transmogrifying myself into a completely different existential state.
I w like to show people that it is possible; give kids the option, that they never have to grow up.
Being an adult seems like the only option, nobody has ever made anything else work.
Life is so scary. No one w ever do anything that had not been proven. The fears just palpable in every choice that a person makes; even when there is well proof that something is possible.
For me also; choosing to be more open as I walk about, gave me the what. Being on this journey, at one time, made me ask myself, is this rly safe.
In 1999, Charlie says, does anyone remember how we did it back then. I’m so far removed from it.. that it feels like an enormous leap of faith, just go all in.
What I do have is the changes that the commandments have given me so far, dopeness in the extreme. From one end of the scale, right to the other, as far reaching change, as anyone a experience.
The body w need at some point to ramp up the regeneration process. I find myself sitting in positions that w leave me needing to heal, making body movements, that w need youth, rly to support them. Idk how the f to explain it.
Like, there needs at some point, for youth to come online, to support the psychological changes; it only makes sense.
What the f, am I sitting here, writing.
Like, how nuts w I be, to not wanna go through w this; and there is no going through w this, there is no massive commitment. It’s just carrying on w the commandments, that I have been doing for six years; seems pretty safe to me.
Just slowly being sucked into a dope as f consciousness. The ease to which it just wafts over me, permeating every facet of my being, just.. just slowly and surreptitiously, gently leveling me up, into some kinda Godzilla.
Praise be for the time it takes for this change to happen; allowing it to seem, like a small thing, like nothing is happening, rly, being even frustrated w the slowness of change; rly being my biggest blessing.
Then like wammo, look at who the f I’ve become. Then w do we do w that, just take another sip of this intoxicating elixir.
It’s more than being young; it’s being the dopest me, that I ever could have become. This is not how I remember me, at all.
That’s the scary part rly. I have no memory or recollection of being this person. It’s unknown; the fear being, what happens if I become too dope. Is there such a thing as too dope.
That essentially is what frightens the zhé out of me.
To Too Much Dopeness
K
Miss K 