Hey

It’s midnight, I have my coffee; I’ve had some CBD.  I find that when something’s a strong stimulant, it’s best to have it w a downer.

I checked on my campaign.  It wasn’t running ads; this kinda f me up.

Google Ads does something similar, it’s called Bid Strategy Learning.  It kinda doesn’t publish any for like five days.  I don’t wanna think about it.

Should my landing page, get like one purchase per one hundred people, I should be making money.  Idk whether it w tho; bc I have a different Call To Action than other pages.  It’s emotional.

Like I say tho, there’s a million things that c go wrong, there always is.  There is absolutely no freedom from that in business, it is the nature of the beast.

I have everything running through my business account tho, w is super.  The profits go in there, and come straight out as ad spend, w is rly helpful to keep things running when scaling; Ima just pump the profits back in, turning up the ad spend, is all I have to do.

Something running itself, after all this deliberation, is just bliss; well earned.

I’m already looking for my next offer.  I need something that appeals to me at an authentic level.  I wavered for something that w extra lucrative, tho my heart wasn’t into it.

It has to be something that a good proportion of the customers are delighted w, as my method of selling is emotional.  I have to put those feelings in front of people, and do my magic.  Like I say, Idek if this works, tho it is my zhé rn.

I have found my own authentic method of f, and that is cool w me.  It is w I w looking for right out the get.

Years back I said to myself that I didn’t want to study a course; bc it w be telling me how to do things, and I’m not cool w that.  I wanted a clean slate, complete cart blanche, the freedom to create a business model that w uniquely my own, dripping w like I say, authenticity.  I feel that I have done it, tho like I say, Idk.

I read this book on Affiliate Marketing, and my heart sank.  It w against every fibre of my being, holding space for doing it like that; it w a highly unpleasant experience, as w reading the book on Google Ads.  I am out of both, and not looking back.

It w a gamble, leaving.  Ik that I had to stay in my lane until I saw profit, or c be skipping from one shiny method to another, not settling on anything, not moving forward.  It scared me, tho quickly I realized that it w the right thing to do.

I kinda felt like I had sunk myself for like, that twenty four hours after rejecting the help from the Dedicated Ads Expert.  That is w put me off, the help.  Like I say, I need complete freedom, for the creative process to thrive.  No freedom, no business.  W|o creativity, I am dead in the water.  That is w powers me, it is my superpower, my angle, something that w always provide profit, as long as it is there, I feel; security.  Who w have k, that I c smash this, by just being myself.

Ik that I w valid in being myself.  Ik that it is, was, a totally normal thing.  I started taking hormones, and then maybe found out that I have a womb.  Trust in the self is a beautiful thing.  It is only when I second guess myself that I kinda feel like being sick.

Emotional Selling

The ad absolutely works; Idk whether the landing page w.  I have bet on myself, my very essence, and that is a gamble that always pays off.  That’s where the en fam fm, said the n’a I met.  He felt like everything I w w I w on the other side of the rainbow.  I felt like I w still me.

I mustn’t tell myself that this campaign w run; it might not do; even tho, it burns like fire w|i me to k whether this w work.  I am rejecting everything I have been taught, I have to k.  It’s almost like my self esteem rides on it.  I need to be able to trust myself, this w strengthen that, like F’ery McCluckery.  #unshakeable

I guess Ima express myself in everything I do.  Ima normalise that.

#unshakeable 

K


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