It’s midnight, I have my CBD and coffee
I rang my bank, bc my card got blocked bc of all the problems w Insta. I ordered another one. It w take four to five working days.
Sorting sh out like that is stressful; even the girl on the other end had a toke.
I feel tho, rly positive for the new year. Like, life perpetually offers opportunities; they never stop coming.
Something changed w|i me. Like, sorting the business out, something shifted. I just felt like everything w be alright; I just felt that everything w gonna work, eventually. And it felt like the first time in my life that I had been so chill. It now held like a positive energy.
And my method of Marketing, just feels so ethical. This w a whole journey for me; finding my feet when it came to how I wanted to go about promoting companies.
It w all about energy. I sampled the energy of a few ways of doing it, and gradually found w made me feel more.. eventually I found a way that felt right.
I love the company. I w talking to customer service, and they were so dope, that I, in that moment just committed to sticking w them, until I had made it work.
I want to just put people in front of what I feel is something, that has been carefully created, and crafted. Bc of that connection to the company, I just feel more than loyalty, it’s genuine passion for what they do; moreover their energy. It’s infectious and it meant something to me. I love the f out of the brand, Ima be honest.
Ik that J’s commandments have done so much for me. Ik that they put me here. Like I say, I just feel so damn relaxed about everything.
The very fabric of my being has changed. It’s like righteousness is perhaps, just, the lack of fear.
When I w a kid, I w complete w|o a career. I w compete w|o knowledge. I w just complete.
I’m thinking that people get caught up in their parent’s values; for life. They are always wanting w those people found more important. They dek that those are not their desires, not even their own, tho somebody else’s.
The things that I want, are those things, things that I am wanting or the things that my parents were wanting when I came into this life.
Are they things that society generally assigns value to. When I w born, Ik nothing of w society deems to matter. Is that why I felt complete, no desire for anything.
Could I be describing Meyer, the illusory energy in Hinduism. Things that seem to matter tho don’t.
It talks about the repeated cycle of birth and death. C it be Meyer, that hold us here, in this cycle.
Are we trying to impress people. Why do their needs matter more than mine. Why should I live for them, and not shed all this sh and do it bc, it is w is right for me.
When I have nothing, I have nothing. Why be in pain bc of that; when I w born I had nothing. I felt no pain.
Should my happiness depend on w I have, then there is something that has a hold over me.
Tho
I have the need to be around people. Ik that they are like the air that I breathe and that I cannot live w|o them. Even when I felt I had no emotions this w true.
It w a shock to learn of me, depending on them for my very survival. That connection is vital.
To Independence Tho Conncection
K
Miss K 