It’s midnight, I have my coffee and CBD
Six days till I run my campaign; maybe a little longer bc of putting in the payment method first. I’m rly looking forward to it.
The campaign feels good; the energy of it is rl nice. I have like a landing page that follows on from my ad. The ad shows the issue and the landing page, the solution.
I happened upon this ad, around psychological triggers. This guy w claiming that he c kinda teach people to have things go viral; so I looked up psychological triggers, and I got inspiration for my ad and landing page.
What I learned from Unbounce, is that a good, well put together landing page, w increase conversion; and that’s w I’m looking for, just an increase in the number of sales, over and above what just running an ad to the company w do.
In Other News
I have rly learned the value of presence. I w in a situation that I found challenging bc Idk what people meant, when they said some things. I stayed present and managed to pull myself out of it. This totally woke me up to presence.
I got to thinking how general presence kinda cleans the mind, and tones down those feelings of being challenged w w people say.
As I have k for a long time, it is worrying and judging that mostly historically, have been my challenges to presence. It seems that my mind has leveled out of the reality where w people do and say is a challenge, generally.
People then tend to do more that is a challenge, in response to me leveling up, and I just stepped up, more fully into presence to clean that part of my mind up and get even more out of the reality where things seem to be a challenge, and so on and so forth.
And it w quite a shock to learn that it is possible to climb out of paranoia like that, I feel; and it is something that makes me so happy to have grown around.
It makes me feel more connected to people. It feels like an awareness, where I understand them more.
It gets me to thinking about the thing of kids, having more neurons than adults; that this awareness that I have, c be bc, I have been growing neurons. It rly c be the only explanation, bc I literally have more brainpower now and am able to perceive people, more as they are. That is why it feels so good, I feel more aware.
Idk that this w be my journey, at the start. I just wanted to feel better in myself, and handle w people said and did, more; tho it is a very welcome outcome, and something that astounds me.
It w only very late in my journey that I started to want to have this kid reality, feeling that it w bc of having more neurons; tho like I say, I just saw it as the power to be able to handle more and never realized that it w literally a more powerful awareness of the people around me. Makes sense, more neurons, more consciousness. I see it now, right at the end of my journey. I guess I had to be in it, to notice.
I always k that I w feel better in myself; like I say tho, this perception comes, through, just feeling reality more fully and in the moment feeling more of who people are. The more I feel for the people around me, naturally the more euthymic Ima feel, the more Ima appreciate the world around me.
That is w I w looking for, to just see the world as a better place. I feel that is w it is, just having a nicer world around me and feeling better bc of it.
I feel that is w judgement is, it’s letting certain demographics drop out of my awareness, bc I am telling myself that I don’t care about them. Then I stop feeling their feelings and my world becomes colder for every demographic that I lose; till in the end I am feeling nothing for anyone, w kinda the hole that I dug myself out of.
Idc how I got in there, tho now I am out.
That is why I don’t judge or worry, bc of the effect these have on reality. Also, not being humble enough, w also f up my perception of people, resenting them for not letting me do stuff; w w then cause me to judge them and down I go.
It w all about the way I feel, and now I feel this way, bc I respect the reality I’m in.
Depression, for me, is all about that persons perception of the world around them. If they think that it’s a very callous place, then naturally they w be depressed.
To Loving People
K
Miss K 