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It’s like eight thirty am, about to have my coke

I got to thinking; how do I even explain this

It’s like, what felt like the worst thing in the world, turned out to be, the biggest blessing I could have gotten.

Of course, I’m talking about the ad, and refusing to be taught how to do it, how it led to one of the best ads on Insta, I feel

Rly, translating that, onto the landing page.

It’s the same feeling; it kinda hurts that Idk what I’m doing.  I had dropped Google Ads, pronto, for better energy.  I w in this world of Insta; aware that, there was no rhyme or reason to it, for these f ads.

Like I’d looked up high converting ads on Insta.  What I had seen, was that..

I w sitting there thinking, there’s no way Ima figure out what makes these ads go viral; defeated right out the get.

The ad tho, turned out to have two and a half times, the clickthrough, of a good ad on Insta, I feel.

It w to my advantage as f, to not k what the f I w doing.

Like I say; I translate that onto the landing page, and the fact that I am clueless, just offering me that opportunity to hit it out the park.

I had read on, how to.. yk, the conventional method of doing landing pages.  I had rejected everything that I had learned though; out of authenticity; w allowed me to think that Idk what the hell I’m doing

It’s seven pm, my coffee is on its way.

I have forgotten to take an antibiotic; I’m a little scared.  I suppose I’ll be okay.

I had a good day today.  I went to my course.

I have been searching for Nano Banana.  The prices vary greatly; the problem being that, I have to pay for a whole year; so should I want to upgrade to a better app, I w have to pay a lot.

Just kinda hoping that things work, and that I don’t need any more images; for now.

The one I rly want, is twenty four a month; the images are stupendous.  It also needs to come w a license.

There’s the excruciating process of waiting, for all my ads to have been posted as well, w w take about another nine days.

I might have to look up click funnels, and see if there are any clues there, just like the course that I w well wary of, that taught me the word, psychological triggers.

In Other News

I wonder if my relapse, w caused by my infection, and not psychosis.  I have gone up to two milligrams and may need to come back down; being super cautious of doing so.

A relapse offers a loss of control that leads to complete illness.  I suppose that I need to have faith that if I am ill enough, I w be admitted.

They are trying their best to not take people in; it’s the new thing now.  Tho I don’t think that they w ignore me if I needed help.  The crisis team, who I just.. the vibe of them, so nice, just hanging out.  Like I said, they were like the people who I w friends w w I w a teen.

I continue to feel younger.  I felt things today, that I had never felt before, kinda.  It’s so moving, to feel myself come alive in my feelings; back to youth.

I w coming back to Town, and just feeling the feelings, that it used to feel, like doing so.

Even a little while ago, I w in a bad mood the whole time, this has changed, I now feel more the life in people, like a lot of the time, like they just seem so much more benevolent.

To Enjoying People’s Vibes

K