Month: Feb 2026

It’s one pm, I’ve had my coffee The business has to go on hold for a while.  It’s gonna take a whole month, before Ima afford to get my passport; and get an iPad Mini too.  I rly want both My face feels so soft.  I feel like my hedgehog pathway, has opened and my skin is healing;…

It’s about eleven pm It’s hard.  My ads aren’t coming through to my website, I feel; bc of needing to complete Advertiser Verification.  It’s kinda turning me inside out; a little I’ll have to wait a month, until I have enough money for the passport for my ID.  Yk what, Ima not even think about this, bc it’ll…

It’s about two pm, I have my coffee I enjoyed Mahjong.  It is starting to become a thing, that I don’t get triggered at groups, w is super welcome. W the business, my landing page is getting changed every five minutes.  I have plumped for an AI created headlines; and title. I’m feeling closer to joining the…

It’s five pm, I just got back, having nicotine I thought up a funnel; three pages; Idk if it w work.  I’m making a tweak to the landing page as well.  I just gotta wait two more days, rly till I do anything; kinda Eating less worked rly well; tho I gotta be careful, it kinda works too well.…

It’s two pm, I have my coffee Zweebing I w like to talk about zweebing.  Zweebing is kinda panic or paranoia; and worry.  It can also be frustration w emotional pain; over them. This morning, I told myself that I w not upset w being upset.  This is bc of feeling attractive and therefore not feeling that it…

It’s midnight, coffee’s on I’ve been experimenting w finding the right trigger, for my buy button.  I may have to eventually use a funnel; w curiosity as my trigger. I ran things, from Sunday, with a whole new section on my page, w an image instead of text.  It w take four days, to find out if…

It’s one pm, I have my coffee I started by telling myself, that I don’t need to k what reality is. Like, there’s this thing in the mind of the anxious person; where they trying and trying to define w reality is; and by anxious person I mean me. I’ve not done it for time, tho…

It’s about three am, I have my coffee I must never be rude to someone, who I feel is being rude to me; out of having crazy low self esteem.  I w continue in my path to youth, as long as I don’t do this.  This is the one thing that Ima do that c, and I…

It’s two thirty pm The girl from my housing association has been round, it w good.  I tidied up a little. It w much easier than I thought it w be, and it feels good.  I aim to get on top of it, bc it helps me to function better w the business.  I guess it improves my…

It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee It w all about being savvy; trusting myself that I had remembered things right; trusting myself that w happened, has actually happened; and that it w all sorted. It’s picking up on those small social queues; me picking up on social cues.  Then I panicked, feeling that we had not…