Hey

It’s one pm, I have my coffee

Earlier

I honestly feel that the worst thing that a happen to a person is to lose their vibes

I felt vibes today; for at least five minutes.  I remember when I w a kid; I used to feel them every now and then; and that w enough for me

When I worked in a factory, I felt them; and I w like.. I c work here all my life

I’ve felt the vibes, and I w be okay for a while

I’m Home

I just inch closer to kid consciousness every day.  These vibes are definitely in that wheelhouse.  I honestly feel that J’s commandments come from G; and that judgement is what kills, literally; not just in war, tho w makes a person older.

I feel that kids use the whole of their brain; and adults just use the lining of their brain, the cerebral cortex.

I feel that it is judgement that causes the consciousness to move along the brain right to the very end; therefore it makes the head bigger.

There’s no point rationalizing it, when the vibes tell me all I wanna k.  I’m moving toward an existential state of more feeling; the consciousness that I used to have, that I loved so much.

Like I say, w today’s foray into feeling, I just feel satiated for a while and don’t need much for a bit.

The last time I felt proper feeling w w I w walking through where I used to live, on the way to the dentist.  I felt vibes of w it is like to live there.  They are much stronger now.

And it’s made me feel like I don’t rly want to live in Town; the feels just aren’t that strong there, here.  Idk if there are any flats there tho.

There w this place I saw in the Estate Agent.  It w super cheap and in a nice area that I used to like when I w a kid; my friend lived there.

I’m actually shocked and super happy that house prices are falling, I feel.  It makes for everyone being much more well off.  In six years of working, someone may be able to afford a whole house; nearly.  This means that the financial pressure if totally off, I feel; and it may lead to boom economy.  Unfortunately, the most likely thing, I feel is for the government to put up interest rates, causing depression.

I thought at the time that the nuclear disarmament in the eighties had caused it, tho the same thing is happening now, I feel.  I feel that the world feeling secure is what led to it, kinda.

The Business

It’s totally on hold.  I’m taking chill time.  I must not like, even think about it, bc that c ruin my vibes; and the business.  Honestly I feel it is a rl threat and take it seriously, hence the chill time.

I must literally do nothing until I have heard from the web shop.  I then find out if I have done anything w, w is totally normal for me to feel, it’s my go to.  It’s unlikely that I have tho, and hopefully money w be coming in soon.

If I have done anything wrong, then Ima pivot right out the get, and run it again.  Backing off there, bc I’m not supposed to be thinking about it.  Chill time.

This means a well earned rest.  Idk what Ima do; just bop around, doing my clubs I guess, not knowing whether I am supporting myself; yet I feel.

Obs hungry for more vibes.  Ima not force it.  When I w out to catch some vibes, I w not trying to force it, even trying to dodge it a little; being careful w I looked at, so that I wasn’t trying to hard to feel them.

That’s the way for me.  Just be in the area for the vibes, tho just kinda, to be real, kinda be trying to not feel them a little and just feel w comes naturally.  That paradoxically enough, is the way to feel them in their fullest and boy I caught them.

I w swamped w them; and just blown away by how much feels there are there; it w so strong.

Like I say, there are no flats there maybe, and that’s a problem.  I thought about a Council Place, tho like it wouldn’t have done it; I don’t feel there are enough vibes there.  It’s where I grew up tho I feel other places are stronger.

To Vibes; It’s Been A Long Journey Coaxing Them

K