Month: Feb 2026

It’s midnight, I have my coffee I felt like I w gonna die today; it’s kinda scary.  It’s a new feeling, and I’m kinda concerned.  I have hallucinations that tell me I’m gonna.  I’m scared that it’s my medication that’s doing it and that I’ve been on it too long.  Last time I came off it, I went nuts.  It…

It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee I went out like a light, and just woke up.  This is the last day on my own, and then I am at my clubs again.  I w like to find something else to do over the weekend. Croquet w be starting up soon, and that w be amazing.  It’s…

It’s one pm, I have my coffee Earlier I honestly feel that the worst thing that a happen to a person is to lose their vibes I felt vibes today; for at least five minutes.  I remember when I w a kid; I used to feel them every now and then; and that w enough for…

It’s about one thirty pm, I’ve had Pepsi a while ago. I got called by a scammer I feel.  I picked it up and just waited for a sec, and they hung up. I got to thinking about the business, my ads, etc.  I never found any profit on my dash.  I got told that it’s like instant…

I just got back, having coffee and smoke.  I’ve got about half an hour, before I’ve got to head out again; got the responsibility to make sure that I take my pills before I go. All my efforts have been geared towards, not worrying about the business.  I must not try and make it work, when for…

It’s two pm, I’m having coffee in a bit I had a group today; it w fun, and a long day. Deep I’ve been having these trips, these excursions into a paranoid reality.  I wondered where this reality came from.  C it be narcissism.  I’d have to feel surely sorry for any narcissist, being in this reality, I…

It’s about four pm, I’m listening to The Hits Bathing in evil yesterday, drinking it in and absorbing it right into my inner sanctum of my mind.  I guess I got stuck in judgement. I chose to not let it go; I felt it w mean denying J’s commandments.  I got diarrhoea, I w hallucinating all the…

It’s about three pm, I have had my coffee. I have come to accept what J says, that when people say all kinds of evil on account of me, great w your reward be in heaven.  I am focussed on the evil part, that the things they say are evil.  I feel I agree w that. So…